Many times, when we tried our best to love the person, when we looked back, we found that we had always owed them a sentence of love.
——Her Abbotship Yunmeng
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The night was falling, and the rain was falling.
A woman in pajamas was running desperately in the heavy rain.
She did not know where she should run to.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and a bolt of lightning flashed across the dark night sky, followed by a shocking clap of thunder.
As soon as she passed a intersection, a car on the opposite side suddenly sped by. The woman did not have time to dodge and was knocked down by the car. Then the ruthless wheels rolled over her weak and thin body, and blood splashed in an instant.
Blood and rain intertwined.
As the car drove further and further away, the woman closed her eyes in pain, allowing the rain to fall mercilessly on her badly mutilated body.
Half an hour later, an ambulance arrived and sent an unconscious woman to the hospital.
When they were about to arrive at the hospital, the woman completely swallowed her last breath.
From then on, she would say goodbye to the world.
I heard that you can enter heaven after you die.
Lin Crescent didn't know if she could go to heaven.
She thought that she had never done anything bad in her life. After she died, she should be able to go to heaven.
No matter where he went, as long as he was not beaten.
As long as she lived, she had to endure her husband Zhang Qiang's ruthless beating. This kind of life was completely enough for her.
She knew that if she hadn't escaped tonight, she wouldn't have been bombarded by the car and wouldn't have died. But what was the point of living? She just continued to suffer Zhang Qiang's more and more severe beating after getting drunk.
Even if all his ribs were broken by him, maybe he would continue to beat him before the wound was healed.
She had given her best years to Zhang Qiang, but she had never received any love from him. In the long marriage, she was not only beaten by him, but also beaten.
Their marriage was a deal.
Lin Dong's brother, Lin Yuan, suddenly got into a car accident and became a cripple. In order to get an invitation, his family took the young and beautiful little daughter, New Moon, to make a deal. The countryside people were called a change of relatives.
The so-called replacement was that the daughter of the family would marry the son of the family, and the son of the family would marry the son of the family.
This kind of marriage in the seventh year of the lunar new year was integrated into the seventh year of the lunar new year.
Generally speaking, it was a family with poor family conditions. In order to find a daughter-in-law's son to marry a daughter-in-law, they took their daughter to their son and changed his wife. Their daughter became a victim. They might marry a disabled person, a useless person, or a second-hand man who had lost his wife and dragged his daughter. Their parents did not care whether their daughter would be happy or not. As long as they could give their son a new daughter-in-law, it would be fine.
If it weren't for the change of daughter-in-law for her brother, Lin Crescent would never have married Zhang Qiang.
Zhang Qiang was 11 years older than Lin Crescent, and he had been in prison for five years because of the lack of food.
New Moon married Zhang Qiang, while Zhang Cuilan, Zhang Qiang's sister, married her brother.
Because of this marriage arranged by her parents, Lin Crescent's fate was changed.
Once upon a time, she had a childhood sweetheart named Han Mingyuan. The two of them were from the same village.
Han Mingyuan had liked New Moon since he was a child, but New Moon did not like him. When New Moon found that she actually liked Han Mingyuan very much, she was already Zhang Qiang's wife.
Once upon a time, New Moon disliked Han Mingyuan. He didn't know how to talk, nor did he care about his poor family. Han Mingyuan's sister got married and the man she married was also very poor. There was only a mother abandoned by his father in the family, and she was also a sick man. Most of the villagers had a new house built in the village. Only Han Mingyuan's family lived in a shabby house built in five or five months. Summer, rain, and winter were leaking. New Moon also felt that he was in the army. If she followed him, she would continue to live an extravagant life. She was really tired. In fact, she was no different from a widow. She saw that there was a military woman in the neighboring village. Her husband was a soldier in the military. He came back once a year or two ago. He would leave at most for about a month. The military woman was too tired to live in the army alone. New Moon didn't want to live so tired, unless Han Mingyuan could leave the army, but Han Mingyuan refused to go home professionally. Therefore, New Moon regarded Han Mingyuan's love as grass under her feet.
When she was young, she had always hoped to enter the city and live a life in the city.
She believed that only Lu Zhishu's son, Li Jianjun, was a good person whom she could trust for the rest of her life.
In a special era, New Moon read the works such as "The Eighteen Spring" and "The Fallen City Love" from her good friend Su Luoying's home. She was full of yearning for the prosperous Shanghai. She hoped that one day she could go to the big Shanghai, which was full of red wine and green wine.
Li Jianjun once took the hand of New Moon in a small forest in the village and said, "My uncle-in-law is a doctor in the county hospital. My aunt is working in the factory. I am working in the factory now, and I have figured out how to do business and accumulated connections in the city. I will go to the city to do some small business first. When I am completely settled down, I will take you to the city. You are responsible for doing laundry, cooking and making babies for me. I am responsible for making money and supporting the family. I am responsible for buying beautiful clothes for you. You want to study, don't you? I provide you with books. Don't you long for Shanghai? When my business becomes bigger, I will take you to Shanghai."
New Moon believed that Li Jianjun was a good person. He once read Xu Zhimo's poem for her and gave her a lot of snacks that were rarely eaten by ordinary people. She believed that Li Jianjun could give her a good day, and she believed that Li Jianjun could help her realize her dream. She must grasp this man tightly. That night, she happily handed her first time in the woods to Li Jianjun.
Who knew that Li Jianjun would change his mind after returning to the city? He had taken a fancy to the girls in the city and had already lost the New Moon.
Every time she thought of her young and stupid New Moon, she would want to wipe her neck. If she had not been so naive and vain, she would not have done so many stupid things.
Half a year later, New Moon was forced to marry Zhang Qiang by her parents. Because of her sacrifice, New Moon's disabled brother, Lin Dehua, finally married a wife.
On the wedding night, Zhang Qiang found that it was not the first time that he had hit New Moon from time to time.
The first child of New Moon was kicked out by Zhang Qiang. It was a deformed male fetus.
When Li Jianjun, who had made a lot of money in the city and returned to the village, learned that New Moon had married a poor and useless man named Zhang Qiang, he was very angry. After learning that New Moon had been beaten by Zhang Qiang, he secretly took New Moon to the city.
However, she didn't expect that her parents and mother-in-law and Zhang Qiang would take her back in a few days.
This time, Zhang Qiang beat her hard when she went out of New Moon and she didn't get out of bed for half a month.
A few years later, Han Mingyuan returned to his hometown in splendid clothes. He was already a battalion leader, and there was a house in the army.
He had thought that he could propose to New Moon with glory. Unfortunately, New Moon was already someone else's wife.
When New Moon learned that Han Mingyuan had made great achievements and had never changed her mind about her first choice, she was full of regret for the wrong choice at that time.
If he had replied to the letter he wrote that year, he would not have stayed in the army and refused to come back. If he had come back, maybe the two of them could really be together. In that case, how could he have been cheated by Li Jianjun? How could he have become a tool for his parents to exchange for a wife for his brother? Then he would have fallen into a marriage like Zhang Qiang's hell.
Han Mingyuan knew that New Moon was not happy. After returning to the army, he wrote a letter to persuade her to divorce Zhang Qiang. Even if you don't love me, I hope you can bravely get out of that wrong marriage and start over again.
But New Moon still didn't have the courage to divorce.
She knew that once she got divorced, she would betray her family.
Because of her divorce with Zhang Qiang, her sister-in-law, Zhang Cuilan, would also divorce her brother, and she would strangle the child born with her brother.
Because of fear, New Moon refused Han Mingyuan's olive branch again.
Ten years later, New Moon and Han Mingyuan met again in the city. At that time, Han Mingyuan was already the deputy commander, and he had a beautiful wife beside him. She was Chen Anna, the niece of the chief of the military region. Miss Chen had been chasing Han Mingyuan for more than ten years, but at that time, Han Mingyuan was focused on New Moon. When he knew that it was impossible for him to be with New Moon, he accepted Chen Anna.
Han Mingyuan and Chen Anna's marriage had been going on for a few years, and for some unknown reason, they broke up peacefully.
Later, New Moon learned that Han Mingyuan didn't come back on his first visit because he received a letter. The letter was written by someone imitating New Moon's pen, which led to Han Mingyuan's deep misunderstanding of New Moon.
If it weren't for the misunderstanding that Han Mingyuan had returned home earlier and bravely confessed his love to New Moon, they might not have missed it.
However, from beginning to end, New Moon did not know why the marriage between Chen Anna and Han Mingyuan ended in a few years. Chen Anna had waited for Han Mingyuan for more than ten years. Moreover, how could they divorce at will?
It turned out that not all military marriages were a lifetime.
No matter how many times she had thought about dying, she could no longer bear the harsh beating from Zhang Qiang again and again.
But every time she died, she would hesitate whenever she thought of her aged parents and brother.
New Moon would never forget that rainy night.
Because she was pregnant and had a fever, she didn't finish Zhang Qiang's dinner. When she got home from work, Zhang Qiang found that New Moon didn't cook, so he pressed her on the bed, trapped her hands and feet with iron chains, and then whipped her hard with iron bars.
It was not until Zhang Qiang used all his strength that he stopped beating New Moon. At that time, New Moon was already unconscious.
When S was sent to the hospital, she almost had half of her life left, and the child in her belly, who had been born less than two months ago, was already out of breath.
Lying on the cold operating table, New Moon watched the doctor take out a very good-looking child from his body. It was a baby girl.
This time, New Moon was beaten by Zhang Qiang because she had an argument with her mother-in-law.
In order to vent his anger on his mother's behalf, Zhang Qiang pressed New Moon to the ground and beat it violently. A rib had been broken.
New Moon took out the home that had no temperature with scars all over its body.
At the last moment of her life, if New Moon could still come back to life, she would never be a coward again. She had to be independent, and she would never be a puppet who was at the mercy of her parents. Her brother deserved to be unable to marry a wife. She blamed him for not being capable. Why should she sacrifice the happiness of her whole life to satisfy you? If she could, she would not have urged Han Mingyuan, who loved her the most, because of her momentary vanity.
Farewell. This heartless world.
Farewell. I missed my lover.
Han Mingyuan, if everything can be done again, I will definitely make an oath to stay with you when you write me a letter for the first time and say that you like me.
The night was getting deeper and deeper, and the rain was still falling.
The occasional thunder made the night even more terrifying.
There was another corpse in the peaceful room of the hospital.
