He was drowning himself in the liquor in his hand. He could not continue his life like this. He was tired.
"Die" the voice whispered to him. The monsters within him were talking to him. The voices were clouding his thoughts.
"You are useless" he heard his mother's voice rang through his head.
What was his purpose of living, when his mother despised him?. He thought bitterly.
When he never knew what was love and kindness.
Death would be the only solution he could think of.
He drowned himself more, feeling himself lightheaded.
He walked wobbly on his heavy legs, giggling how his legs were intertwining together while singing some tunes.
I'm drowning to myself
«I'm drowning to myself
I don't want what they say affects me
But, I swear it is already having effects of me.
I do not know.
I'm fighting it but.
I'm losing it.
I'm masking it.
But it's hurting me.
I'm drowning myself.
Drowning.
Fading.
Crying.
Screaming.
Dying.
But not no longer,
Wishing.
Hoping.
Dreaming.
Because I just want to escape.»
He threw the liquor bottle away and walked towards the ocean to end his pain. To forget everything. To escape the taunting memories.
He walked further inside the ocean, when he got to the middle, he put his head inside it and closed his eyes, waiting for death.
And he was finally drowning .
He was finally free.
He was finally escaping.
He was finally leaving the cruel world.
He finally felt peace.
Meanwhile in the ocean, she saw him drowning and came to his rescue forgetting she was breaking the rules.
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