This part of the story will be told by Alex.
I was born in the wrong body, I'm transgender FTM
female to male
. I came out three years ago. It has been a long journey to become myself and it's still a on going journey. The first step was telling my family and friends. My friends were very accepting, my parents on the other hand.
Three years ago.
"Mom, dad I'm transgender." I said looking at the floor in fear.
"So you could say I'm transparent?" My dad said looking for a laugh.
"But don't you like men?" My mom asked, like I was automatically spouses to like girls even though I never had.
"Yes I do, I'm gay as well." That part I said with confidence. My mom looked disappointed and my dad got up and walked out. We sat there in silence until my dad returned. He slammed a suitcase on the floor next to me. It sound like it was completely full.
"Get out of my house fagget freak." My dad said pointing at the door with anger.
"Sweetie!" My mom said in shock, grabbing my dad's arm. I think it was to stop him from hitting me.
"It's okay mom." I said grabbing the suitcase and walking to the door. "I'll come pick up the rest of stuff tomorrow. It will all be gone by the end of the week."
"Good," my dad said putting his arm down. My mom looked very sad, as she watched her little girl walk away for ever.
"Good bye, Alexandria." My mother said with tears rolling down her cheeks. "And I hope to see you Alexander." My mom whispered with a slight smile. I smiled back at my loving mother. I grabbed My car keys, walked out of the house and threw my suitcase into my back seat of the car. I sat there and just cried for a minute. Then I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and scrolled through the contacts. Who should I call Damian, Hope, Spade; in my heart I knew who I should call. My best friend Trinity, I clicked her name and the call button.
"Hey how's my favorite gay boi?" She asked, but all she heard on the other end was me crying my eyes out. "Oh, hun are you okay, how about you come over and tell me what's going on."
"Okay," I said holding back tears. I drove over to Trinity's place trying not to cry listening to whatever was on the radio. When I got to her place she opened the door and hugged me tightly making me drop my suitcase.
"Come in tell me what happened." She said grabbing my suitcase and pulling me inside. I of course told her everything and when I was done. She got up and said, "Do you want me to kill your dad?"
"No, no it's fine; but I need a place to stay."
"You can stay the night but sadly you can't live here." She said with sadness in her eyes. "We could ask Damian." She suggested,
"No way!"
"Why not?"
"Because I have a crush on him."
"Ohhh, yeah never mind. How about Hope."
"She lives in a one bedroom apartment, remember."
"Damit, Spade?"
"Yeah he'd be perfect. Let's call him." I said grabbing out my phone and going to Spade's name and clicking the call button. He answered,
"Sup gay boi, whatcha ya need?" He asked,
"Hey Spade, I got kicked out of my house can I live with you please?" I asked as cutely as I could.
"Of course darling, I assume you're with Tq, so you'll be coming tomorrow, correct?" He asked, Tq
Trinity queer
was his nickname for Trinity. He had funny nicknames for all of us. I was Ag
Alex gay
, Hope was Hl
Hope lesbian
and Damian was Dp
Damian pansexual
. It was based on our sexualities and our names. Before I came out mine was AS
Alex straight
now it was Ag witch I actually preferred.
"Yep you got it card master." That was my nickname for him since his name was Spade like a card.
Present day
Now I live with Spade and I couldn't be happier. The second step was getting a chest binder witch I bought from Rainbow retro witch I love it by the way. The third step was getting testosterone witch wasn't that hard I just bought some from the pharmacy. After getting diagnosed with Dysphoria and prescription for the testosterone. The fourth step was top surgery, witch was schedule for tomorrow morning. I couldn't be more excited for it. The final step is bottom surgery, witch wasn't yet scheduled but I couldn't wait. I was finally going to get out of this body. I would finally go from Alexandria to Alexander.
