I ran quickly to the edge of the cliff and stood closer to it. I'm human! I'm human! I'm human! I screamed loudly while crying. I hate myself, I'm so fat and look so funny, I don't even have any friends!! I screamed again.
I got closer to the cliff and inhaled the fresh air. I don't plan on killing myself….Not again!
I just wanted to come to a place we're I can shout and hear my voice echo.
I turned and left the cliff headed to the road where I packed my car. Yes, I have a car, my dad is a doctor an my mom is an architect, so they can afford to buy me a car…..I got into the car and drove off.
While driving I thought about what made me come to the cliff to vent out my frustration.
I recently got into the prestigious university of T city. As a freshman in the department of architecture. I was already being harassed by a girl in my department. I felt like fighting her, but it's my first week in school, so I didn't want to do that, but just decided to vent out my anger elsewhere. She thinks because she is slim and beautiful and I'm far then she has the right to bully me. I knew that once I got into the university I would again be bullied, but I plan on making sure history doesn't repeat itself from now on.
I got home and parked my car in the garage, got down from the car and took the elevator to my own apartment that is on the 20th floor of the building that has about 30 floors. I started living alone a week ago. My parents live in S City which is as big as THE City. I always wanted to go to school in T city's prestigious university. I got to my apartment floor and walked towards my door, entered the password and got in. I closed the door and lay down on the couch. After some time I got up and walked towards my bedroom that is very big with a large mirror at the left hand side of the war. I walked towards the mirror and looked at myself. 'I look so fat', I said to myself.
I know that if I'm slim, I will look even more beautiful than those girls who have bullied me over the years. Many people have suggested that I do surgery, but I'm afraid to die because it's very dangerous.
In a few seconds,I thought yet again about doing surgery, but I immediately weaved the feeling away. I have tried many times to reduce fat by doing exercises, but when I try I always end up fainting. I looked at myself yet again in the mirror and sighed, I removed my clothes and tied my towel to go take a bath. After I was done bathing I went to the kitchen to make dinner for myself.
My apartment is not so big, it's just the sitting room that has a big tv, two long couches, a center table made with glass with a flower vex on top and two large paintings in both side of the living room, there is also my kitchen, a visitors toilet and my masters bedroom.
After making dinner, I sat down at a table that was close to the kitchen. I started eating and finished in no time. I sat down on my couch and turned on the TV to my favorite channel to watch some telenovelas. After I was tired watching, I decided to go to sleep. I went to my room and jumped on my bed. I might be fat but not so fat to the extent of destroying my bed, lol. I slept with the fear that tomorrow will be another day of bullying in school.
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The following morning…
I got up from my bed and arranged it. I'm a very clean girl even if I'm fat. I got to the bedroom and did my business, after I was done, I got out and applied cream on my body. I might be fat, but I have very beautiful fair skin. After I applied cream, I opened my wardrobe to pick what to wear. I looked at my wardrobe and picked out a gray jeans trouser and a white t-shirt and wore it. I combed my long brunette hair and packed it into a ponytail.
I locked myself in the mirror, at least I'm not shapeless! I said to myself.
I put on my black heel shoes and left the house. I have been wearing heels since I was five years old. My mom taught me how to always wear heels, because she said it makes a lady look classic. Since then I have always worn more heels than any other shoes.
I got to the elevator and went down to the garage, got into my Toyota car and drove off to school.
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Avalon Apartments...
Jose laid on his large bed sleeping
His phone on the bed side table started ringing which suddenly woke him up from his sleep. Hello, who is speaking? It's me John josh boss', the person responded. Oh, Josh, how has it gone so far with my transfer?
It wasn't easy boss, but I finally did it, you are now a fresh student of the department of architecture.
Dame, I was hoping you won't be able to successfully transfer me from engineering to architecture. I can't believe my parents got their way this time around', he said with anger in his voice.
Well yes boss', josh said
So when is my first class?
Boss, classes already started a week ago, remember?
Oh yes, now I remember I attended the engineering lectures a week ago, so technically other departments started at the same time.
Yes boss', josh said
Anything else?
No boss
Alright, I will be skipping classes today.
Why?
I have work to do at the company and according to my parents we are having visitors this evening and I'm needed there.
So you are going to your parents house?
Exactly josh!
Okay boss, I will call you if anything comes up in the company, 'ok good', he then hung up the call.
Josh got up from his bed and went to the bathroom to do his business. He came out from the bathroom and wiped his hair with a towel.
Jose Redriguez is 22 years old, but is very smart, more intelligent than his age. He is someone who likes to walk out, which is why he has some body built. He is tall, has black eyes and hair, a pronounced red lips and nose. He is the definition of handsome. He is someone who has never fallen in love before, although he has dated a few times but never fell in love with any of them.
He picked his phone on the table and answered the call. Hello mom', he said. Jose, make sure you come to the house this evening, okay?
Yes mom!
I heard you successfully transferred to the department of architecture in the prestigious university of T city', Mrs Redriguez said.
Yes mom, finally you and dad got what you wanted, now I'm stocked in that department for 5 years', he said in anger.
Son, you have to understand that I and your dad want what's best for you. Your dad's company deals in house designs and infrastructure, so the best thing for you to study is architecture Jose', his mom said.
Okay I have had you mom, so can I hang up now', he said with frustration in his voice.
Fine Jose, and don't forget tonight's dinner.
okay mom, he then hung up. Haaaa, I can't believe these people. They are always trying to take advantage of things.
Jose always wanted to study engineering in the university, but his parents refused. 2 years ago he even decided not to go to school since his parents wanted to force him to study what he didn't want to. Engineering has a lot of relation with building and infrastructure, but still his parents didn't want him to do that.
They just wanted him to major in architecture. But just this year he decided to secretly take the university entrance exam into engineering, only for his parents to find out later, and now his parents have succeeded in transferring him to architecture. He is seriously trying to suppress the anger inside him.
After getting ready he went down stairs to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. He lives in one of the biggest apartments in Avalon buildings. The apartment has a wide city room, a large open kitchen, with a visitors toilet at the bottom, and upstairs there is his bedroom which is very big and his study room which also serves as his mini library. In the toilet area downstairs there is also a storage room and a room meant for housekeepers.
Jose lives in this big house alone without any house keepers. He does everything himself including cooking.
When he got to the kitchen area he quickly made fried eggs, toasted bread and hot tea. He sat on the table and ate his breakfast. When he finished he quickly cleared the table and washed the utensils that were used. After he was done he took his car keys and left the house after locking the door. He was putting on blue jeans, a white long sleeve shirt that he rolled up with his upper chest open and a black sneakers. The outfit definitely made him look like a Spanish model. He got to the garage and drove away on his Benz.
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I got to the university and parked my car. I was walking fast to my department because I was already late for my first lecture for today, when I suddenly bumped into someone. Oh my God I'm sorry', I said as I started picking the person's stuff that fell on the ground.
It's okay', the person said
After I was done picking I immediately raised my head up to give the person her belongings. Sorry once again, I said. I'm just in a hurry, I was late for class.
It's okay, it's not your fault only, I was also rushing to my class. The girl smiled while looking at me, she heard this comforting smile on her face, which also made me smile too.
My name is Bella, next to meet you', she introduced herself
My name is Dana, nice to meet you too, I said as we both shaked hands.
Well where are you headed? She asked.
I have a class to attend right now.
Okay, well I'm new here, because I recently transferred from another department, so I don't know my way around this side of the school.
Oh, okay, well you can tell me where you are headed to and I will guard you. I'm going to the department of architecture.
Oh really? Yes
Well I'm going there too. Oh really? Yes
Wow, I can't believe I got a friend at my first day already,' Bella said
A friend?
Yes of course!
But we just met now?
Yes, we just met, but it doesn't really matter when people meet, mere looking at you I know you would be fun to be with', she said while smiling at me.
At that point I was so shocked and puzzled because no one has ever wanted to be my friend, even when I got close to them. And here in front of me someone was telling me she sees a friend in me.
So can we go now? She asked. Yes we can, let me lead the way. I started walking with her following behind me. We got to the class pretty late, but was in time to listen to the assignment the professor was giving.
When we got to the class and sat down, everyone was staring at both of us and wondering who the girl sitting close to me was. Bella is an attractive girl so she can very well draw the attention of people, but that wasn't the reason why they were looking in our direction. So I thought.
