Selena:
As usual, my sleep is almost nonexistent. I have permanent insomnia. I live in different worlds at the same time, and this presses on my nerves and bothers me all the time.
Time passes slowly which kills me. It could be the cause of my intense loneliness.
Knowing that I'm totally alone, but pretending that I'm not.
Around me, the elite of the rich men was more than my long, dense head hair.
But... My heart is empty! No reasons!
My bed is cold as the ice of January Prussia. The frost is intolerable to humans, even though I sometimes filled my bed and warmed my body with men!
Yes, I'm not a hooker, but I'm not a nun.
Yes, virgin but...
Always there's but... Even with my crazy moments and shamelessness. Even when I'm very drunk. I couldn't give my body to any of them.
I think I've always seen myself smarter and prettier than I concede for a bond called marriage. I've always been on the run when I hear the word "Selena, I Love you."
'Or Selena, I want to marry you.'
My question was always... Why don't I feel love for them? Why do I hate marriage? Why am I afraid?
But after I lost all the money I had, I understood why I refused!
I'm in a cold bed. I'm trying to get a pixel up. But the doorbell made me startle and come back to my senses!
'Who would come this early in the morning?' I muttered annoyed.
I opened my eyes. I tried to check the wall clock. And I was shocked to see that it's still 5:00 in the morning.
I rushed to the door. Maybe it's an emergency.
I opened the door and I was shocked. "Chris? What are you doing here so late? Are you crazy? "
Chris progressed slowly and pushed me into my house. And he shut the door behind him. Then he looked with lust. Just checking me in with my short, transparent lingerie. That may be covering only a very little of my white body, which shows my charms and breasts in its big size.
And my full-featured background that men with high positions begged to touch.
I yelled at him and I tried to cover my body with my own hands.
"Chris, what brings you here?"
He lifted one of his eyebrows and responded slowly and he was approaching me and touching my waist with his hands shamelessly "I want you!"
I moved backward, but he pulled me to his chest and whispered ecstatic to my ears, "I miss you. I want you naked in my bed or in mine. No matter where. But you are mine. "
I laughed sarcastically "You were my lover and betrayed me and our relationship is over. Then you talk like we were in a full relationship! "
He hugged me as hard as a drunk who never heard anything but his dick was like iron under his pants. "I know you're a virgin, and that's what made me betray you. And so I want your whole body. "
I looked at him with astonishment and in disbelief from his gut, "Are you serious? Is this your reason for cheating on me? Is that what you call an apology? "
He breathed apathetically and said in a serious voice, looking into my eyes with his wide eyes, "I said I want you! I'll satisfy You! "
I hit his chest hard to release myself from his strong grip and to push him away from me. "get out now and don't show me your face again or I'll...." I did not continue my threat to him because he interrupted me with a painful and powerful kiss as a rapist who will not stop the hunting and release his prey until after I have been slaughtered.
I tried to evade his strong hands and God knows how powerful he is, which is almost only one percent of his power.
But I did a little. "Get out now! There is nothing between us now and I will travel to another country in a few hours. "
he looked at me in the challenge "I'm going out Selena but you're mine alone...."
"Don't threaten me, you know that my connections are too much and I can... Destroy you, Chris."
I opened the door of the house and I threw him with a sharp gaze of no interest.
But he yelled at me with his finger, "You'll Be mine! Promise! Me alone! I'll let all people know you were with me. I will start a Scandal. you will not be able to turn it without wishing to marry me. "
I pushed him out with all my strength and I screamed, "do whatever you want! I hate you! I hate this country! All of you! "
I ran into my room to get ready with my current arrangement and prepare my passport to go to Italy! Yes, to start a new life.
For work and business only. Not for love, not for hypocrite s friends. No one will stand by me and if they know I am weak without money they will flock to blackmail me one after another.
Yes, there is no time...
A new life to build myself without a heart without restrictions.
And before I could get out of the house and my suitcase in my hand, a black car stopped in front of me to find myself numb and sedated.
But the only word I heard and echoed in my ears before I went to another world of darkness and fainting... It was... "The King wants her conscious! What the hell you did! "
