The 10th of July 2020 A date that will stick in my brain for the rest of my life, I didn't know it yet but that date is when I first met the love of my life, my Soulmate, my S!
You wanna know the beautiful but most chavvy thing in the world? It all started with a DM that in my drunken but excited state read "Sayin xxx" best thing about that, those 8 characters set the whole beautiful journey in motion and has come to be the best decision of my life.
Although she will tell you at that moment I was a minger haha or that I wasn't her type, I very soon changed that, just being myself which was so easy and is always so easy with my S, is the very reason I won her heart and started to look more and more appealing, she didn't need to try anything because she had me with her response "I'm Fuckererd Terry xxxxx"
We met, as cringe as it is on a live stream, we had a few exchanges of banter back and forth which lead her to crack open a bottle of pink gin and the rest as you say is history!
I got a video call straight after that message, to this day I think what would have been and what would have happened had I answered, because the moment we talked I knew I wanted her. She says that she could've been falling asleep on the floor with the inability to speak English because even though I'd never met her and wasn't with her I got her that wasted haha I owned it.
The very next morning, she messaged as soon as she scrambled to find a charger and we began to throughout the day get to know each other, she made a reference to Lord of the Rings about going to my work toilets because i work for Wetherspoons, which ironically I'd just watched all 6 of the JRR Tolkien films a few weeks before that, I knew from that moment we are gonna get along just fine.
I found her so easy to talk to that not even 3 days had passed and we had already told each other alot about our pasts, what makes us tick, what is on our minds, her kids, my daughter that I rarely talk about to anyone that sadly passed away 9 years ago of SIDS, my deepest and darkest thoughts because the only person I want to be with is my daughter, my little angel and I have been lost since, my S took that in her stride and calmed me so easily without even knowing it, just like that! I found myself calm when I haven't been since that terrible day
This is how I knew in my heart that I truly found someone I can connect with, someone who I can be myself around, someone who has the ability to pull me out of dark places that I find myself in.
