Princess Bianca:
The alarm went off waking me up at 6 in the morning. how the hell did I forget to reset my alarm. stretching trying to cut the alarm off I roll out of bed, and hit my head on the corner of the bed SHIT, my morning is starting off all wrong, I get up from the floor.
knock
doom
knock
doom
Princess are u awake? one of my favorite maids Darcy asked.
"yes, I'm awake Darcy."
"would you like if I ran your bath princess?"
oh! "no Darcy, but you can prepared my breakfast for me."
"Of course princess. what would you like for breakfast?"
"Just a Bagel and, some coffee would be just fine thank you."
I mention Darcy was my favorite maid. she has taken care of me since I was born. she has been like a second mother to me I really do appreciate her.
I'll just get in the shower i though to myself, but for some reason I had this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach and, I just shook it off.
twenty minutes later
I got out of shower dried myself off I put on my blue dress, and fixed my Aqua blue wavy hair, I went downstairs to have my bagel and coffee.
"Good morning Stephanie." I said to one of the cooks that in the kitchen.
"Morning" how's My favorite Princess?
I giggled a little they sure know how to make my day.
"I'm fine Stephanie thank you for asking."
"Here's your bagel and coffee."
I smile, and nod my head i mouth a "Thanks you" as I was eating I looked out the big view window and, I see my bother standing the in garden staring at the sky
he seem to be in deep though. after I finished my breakfast. I decide to join him so, walked outside and, stood next to him.
Prince Blake
I woke up, and my head felt heavy I felt a burden on my shoulders. I couldn't figure it out so, I decided to take a walk in the gardens. to clear my head, I got my Business this I have to run and, it's killing me nobody would understand the Monster I have become.
I needed something to do since my sister is to take the throne so, I found something of my own. I found myself stopping in this certain spot where the sun shines the brightest as, I stood their watching the sun and clouds.
still in my thoughts I felt a presence on the side of me I turned to see my twin sister smiling at me.
"what a beautiful morning." she says.
I smile back and answered "indeed it is." I don't know if I'm trying to convince myself or my twin that it is but I know I'm hiding my business and, emotions from my family.
I don't want them to think their something is wrong with me and if they found out what I done they wouldn't even bear to look at me they would disown me.
I think that's why I'm so depressed, I can't be honest with anyone not even my family. I hope if any thing happens to me with the kind of business I run.
that they don't find out hopefully my men will keep it quiet maybe I need to talk to my men about keeping my shit from the ears of my family about what I do I just want my family to remember me for the person they think I am. and, not this depressed and dangerous person that i am now.
Today I decided to kick with my other half. I spent all morning with my twin riding the horses like we use to when we where young. now that we have grown up and, started living our own life's we don't have time anymore we'll it's more like I don't have time anymore.
laughing and, joking with my sister felt really good, sometimes I wish I didn't have to put up this fake ass front up in front of those, that I love I want to talk to somebody, anybody the thing is I don't like being judge and, I don't want to be frowned upon.
I pushed them thoughts away and, I enjoyed my time with my twin I know she feels that something off with me she always ask me what going on but the less she knows the the better.
I also don't want her to look at me differently or For her to be scared of me I love my sister and I will do anything to protect her innocence so, I simply lie to her hating myself as I do. When we went our separate ways I actually smiling.
