The only thing that I wanted to do right now is to picture out the man that I dreamt off just a minute ago before it completely blur out of my mind, so I am here on my personal desk, sketching. Seeing the almost done of my drawing, I pick my scrunchie on my drawer and tie my natural dark brown hair into a ponytail.
These are the usual Amberlui Hermanez routine every morning. I’m not this active before, but right now, I think there is really someone or something that will eager you to do such things.
I sighed, finally done with my portrait. Staring at it almost stun me. How come that this man is only my dream? Its seems so unreal, yet so natural. I shrug at that thought. I guess it just might be my drawing style.
A man with a thick brow, gray yes, pointed nose, red and thick lips, perfectly curved jaw and clean, but messy haircut that looks so hot on the man. I bit my lips and covered with my left hands, still starring to at him on the eyes.
I feel being hypnotized just by staring to this gorgeous man.
Oh God, please make him real.
My face heated.
“I thought you’re not coming,” he smirked at me when he saw me went out of the room wearing casual.
I rolled my eyes, “Let’s just go.”
He laugh that makes my heart skip a bit. That laugh, how can I forget that laugh.
We leave that condo like place and the scenes change. I just saw my self with him again, on an open field. The houses, bushes and trees filled with a white thing: like a snow.
He held my hand and I held his trying to balance my self from the slippery ground but end up falling, with my butt first and drag him with me. We ended up laughing and throwing snows at each other.
I really feel a deep connection between us. I feel my heart races every time we are together, like we are ment for each other. But suddenly, he is just on my dreams: not existing.
I look at 2 o'clock angle and check myself on the mirror—“Not even an ideal girl that probably a man wants," I said.
A five foot flat girl, with a chubby body and cheeks and not flawless as the other girls--but I love myself and that is what important.
I smiled and look back at my boyfriend who is always waiting to meet my gaze. I tilted my head and giggle.
"I am these attracted to you even you are not real...What will I do if exist, Gavreel, huh?"
Gavreel. That’s his name. I remember calling him with that name.
I look at my small square desk clock, it is only 5 in the morning and it is still dark outside. I look back at Gavreel and my schedule for that morning.
“We still have 3 hours to be together my Gavreel.” With that. I jump back on my queen size bed and force to fall into sleep to see my bebe again.
“Bebe!” my endertainment for him. He doesn’t look back. Busy watching some surgical compilation for his work. I believe he is a doctor.
“Bebe!” this time, louder than the first one.
“W-what?” he just glance at me and stay focus on the screen while a pen and a notebook on his hand and table.
I bit my lips and sits on the couch beside the bed and looks at him on my 10 o'clock angle, trying to understand that his job is important than baby time with me. My hear suddenly feels hurt thinking of that.
I decided to just pick my phone and scroll to keep me company.
After minutes of having a down face, finally lift uo when I saw a cute husky puppy talking to its owner with his cute baby voice. I laugh hearing his dramatic talking.
Notification pops in on my screen and read the messages of my friends chatting on the group chat we made exclusively just for us.
Group Chat Name: Single Yet Yummy
@Louise: My ex just texted me that he misses me, and Ima like: you're the one who cheated and broke up with me? Dzuh?
@Mina: Ohh, I hope he is still on his right mind saying that.
@Camile: Praying to his pride and dignity.
@Zara: What did you reply to him?
@Louise: I just seen him. I don't have the time to talk to him anymore like before.
@Camile: Ouch, double burn.
@Mina: Hahaha! I hope he is okay. I can feel his heart beat racing waiting for your answer.
@Zara: Don't mind him. I just receive a message that is someone is interested to you @Louise. He is asking for your number.
@Amber: I think we should change the name of the group chat already. You guys are flirting.
@Zara: Omg! Amber! I thought you eat your boyfriend already!
@Mina: What? Oh my gush!
@Camile: Chill, girl. I know you miss him but please respect us who is single!
The conversation went on that I didn't realise Gavreel is looking at me for minutes already and have not still notice him. He stands up on his wooden chair and walks towards to me, snatch my phone away and hugs me until he is on top of me laying on the couch.
"G-gav," me still shock on his quick move that I don't even know where did he put my phone.
"I miss you." I instanly melt like an ice with his words. The longing I keep for weeks just vanish by his words and touch. I am a really softy to this man.
I hug him back, "I though you sre going to sit there and watch the whole time I'm here. Like you don't care anymore."
"Of course I care for my bebe"--he softly whisper. His hot breath touches my neck--"I am sorry to keep you waiting. Please talk and laugh to me and not to them. Bebe, you miss me right?"
"Y-yes," I hesitantly said. Still shys confessing my feelings towards him.
He snuggel closer that makes me blush.
"Just think of me, hmm?"
