We don't have the choice but we were given with a life,a new form from the commited sin.
Every souls can't choose which life,name,family or situation but the only option was to accept,live and die.
My eyes sees,my ear listens and my soul sensed those voices of people who feared the Life and tried to kill oneself,they are afraid to face the conflicts and wanna escape the reality,they wanna live in the World's fantasy called fairytale and maybe they feel the goodness there,but behind the Goodness there's such knives behind,chasing them with threats.
"You were chosen to live,don't close your eyes and take a look around you,Is everything dead?" suddenly a voice aroused me and made me scream from such a pain I feel deeply
A loud knock from the door filled my room and someone was shouting with a fear in it's voice
"Honey open the door please!" a called from the door made me feel the inkling and a light heat then flowed from my cheeks.I quickly opened the door and saw Ceridwen,my non Biological Mom,she's also weeping and in a sudden she hugged me so tight than I'm able to feel her heavy breathing while crying
"You're having that nightmare again?I'm sorry about yesterday,we can't take it any longer and I know that it hurts you to know the whole thing,I'm really sorry please forgive me and also your Dad Brynthanie,We both loved you"said by Ceridwen while looking at me.
I remembered the moment yesterday.It hurts for me to know that I'm adopted and there were lying to me for years,I knew it already at the first place,my surname don't match with them and the details about me is unknown,I'm too different from them that's why maybe those love and care were given with condition.
"I know that you'll head here and I do understand you.I've brought you your clothes here just if you wanna stay in this place for a while"
"No,just take it I don't need them and I can manage my own way!leave me alone!" I shouted at her agreesively that made her in tears and forced herself to hide the pain,she puts the bag on the floor at looked at me with tears in her eyes.
Brythanie then hugged her non-biological mother,Ceridwen.And was also crying,it seems like she's expressing the pain that she feels towards Ceridwen's heart.
"I'm sorry too Mom,I made you cry because of my rudeness,I apologize sincerly"
"You should also replace your face bandage,it's all wet by tears."I nodded at her as my response and she changed the bandage on my face in hidden so no one can see my appearance,I never saw myself or what I am but they've said that It protects me from any kind of deaths and what's awaiting behind.
"But trust me I treated you as my real daughter and I wish the best things for you okay?" Did they really love me or they're just good on faking things?
I saw Meisley from the distance coming out from her room and waved at me.We are all here at the secret underground,they call us "Kidios Malfrino" or the "Lethals".
Malfrino is an Organization,Association,a familiarity consists Criminals and Mafias,and I'm one of the original decendants of the Malfrino but the rest is from the connections,next with the outsiders and from the clans of history-known criminal families.
We live and hide underground to distance ourselves from the society who's vomitting us as 'Humans' ,the good and bad were separated for a silly reason that bad contains darkness and death,we lived on that side,the side of which Light's absence lived and we glow as reds.
Malfrino is also a secret Organization and it was unknown by the goverment's,they run transactions,Illegal crimes and brutal murders for money and power.We kids are staying here at the underground, in our labeled headquarters and rooms,trained to be their Dexterous kids,to protect,fight and rule the incoming uncertain future of the Malfrino.
"Hey Bryn!let's go together downstairs,we gotta take our supplies and things there,better to hurry up" Meisley's call to me and I exitedly grabbed my empty box with a swing and walked with Meisley.
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"Welcome back Hernandez!"the Arioucis called me in a distance and waved with smiles,I sat beside them and all of them is stared at me closely and too serious
"You know what Hernandez,I never knew that you're an official Zacheria which means that you are one of Malfrino's real decendants" said Iris with sparks in her eyes and grinned with a relieved-curiosity face.
"Well I don't care if I am or not,the only thing is about the treatment right?" the whole circle went in a loud silence,everyone didn't dare to talk back and their eyes were avoiding me,it's obvious that they want a good treatment from the upper,I had the feeling of ungratefulness and regret,what should I do?
"I also heared that the Hernandez aren't really your parents,I feel sorry for you and we also understand that It affects you"
"Stop that sh*t already,I don't need your pity and I don't know who's that f*cking mercy is,it's none of your bussiness" Her response made everyone in furios and sad,they already know what's her attitude but it's getting worser.
"It's the Zacherians,they are here" the Arioucis then bowed at them with respect except for Brynthanie,both of the cults looked at each other as the smoke from the machines releases it's gases inside.
"Oh Bryn again?your'e hanging out with these people,you don't belong there unless w-" Brynthanie stopped Maurishia from talking and stared at her with madness.
"I belong to no one and you can't force me to separate myself with them,separate yourselves from me first,I'll praise you then if you'll do it".
"But we are family and cousins,we share the same bloodline,how can you treat me a stranger,but even If I die,I won't stop bothering you" Maurishia then gaved a box to Brynthanie but she didn't dare to touch what's inside the box and angerly kicked it.
"It's from Reagan's,take those bandages and replace them with this" she opened the box and handed the mask to Brynthanie,Maurishia and the rest from the Zacheria handed their hands on Brynthanie to show their care.
"It doesn't define a thing if you're a mad-brat we still care and accept you even if you are always shouting at us or picking a fight,you're our Foxfire and always remember that you're Important"Maurishia then smiled brightly at her to make her feel comfortable and was understood by them.
"Who are you guys to me then?"
"We are your family,friends and your allies,that's the meaning that your'e seeking".
That day I felt the real meaning of friendship and family and it's not about the blood that we hold in our veins,but it's from our hearts,emotions and feelings,now I understand how to feel something and express what I feel,you have to feel a thing to know how was being alive is.
