Life is unpredictable. We can't have the life the way we imagined it.
My name Rayesha Sharma, 29 yrs old and married to My love, Raj Saxena. Raj proposed me on last year of our graduation and I said yes after 6 month of his proposal. Raj is an only child of his parents and rich also this is the reason why I replied to his proposal late. I don't want people will think of me as a gold digger but his parents are so sweet they love me like their child. After graduation we are married, at first our life was full of love. I was feeling like on Cloud nine. But everything not same as like it was earlier when I lost my child 3 yrs ago. After that incident Raj always seems like he was bothering with something I completed understand losing child is not simple its heart wrenching when you were on hospital for delivery but the doctor informed you that your child can't survived.
Flashback
I am now 9months pregnant and the baby will be arrived in any time but today I craving for some spicy food. So I am in kitchen making delicious pasta which is really spicy. If Raj will see me eating spicy food he will blow this house. Right now I want my spicy pasta.
Hmm it’s yummy. Raj always take extra care of me when u got pregnant and wanted to natural delivery but why he is now wanted to do C-section as soon possible. Today he is taking me for final check up because my due date is next week. Ohh I am so excited.
Now we are in Hospital waiting for my turn. I am feeling so sleepy. But Raj looked so tensed since he had serious talk with my gynaecologist doctor. I asked home many time is everything okay. Is something wrong with my baby? But he replied "everything is under control".
After checking me doctor said "baby is doing great and healthy too, so don't worry" hearing Doctor was said I am super excited for my baby.
He prescribed some medicine too.
It’s been 2 days after coming from Hospital I am feeling like my baby is too restless or it’s me I don't know. Something bad is going to happen.
Raj already back from office. He is in his study doing some office work. As my due date is Raj is working mostly from home and taking care of me too. So sweet of him. I am in our bedroom and not feeling well to do anything, all I want to rest. Suddenly I felt intense pain in my abdomen like I will die. I don't know why this kind of feeling I screamed loudly.
Raj ran to me so fast and holding me "Rayu baby r u ok. Should we go to hospital"? I just nodded.
Another wave of pain hit me I can't able to speak only holding him tightly.
The drive to the Hospital is very pain full and long and I can feel some liquid flowing from my va**na spreading through my legs. Next thing I know is embracing darkness.
When I wake up, in my cabin one nurse is there, when she saw wake up, immediately called doctor for the check up.
He did his check up and I asked "where is my baby" I can’t even recognized my own voice it was hoarse.
Doctor seems to be hesitant some bad feeling surged again. After mustering courage I asked him the same question "where is my Baby".
He just said "we are sorry, the child unable to survived" after I heard what he said I became crazy, throw everything on my table and harshly removed IV drip needles. They are 4 but still unable to control me I was like erupted volcano. Then one of nurse inject me, I became weak succumbed to sleep
End of Flash Back
It’s been 3yrs to that incident but still its feels like the yesterday.
Still I am feeling the immense pain. I can't put myself together again. The pain is so intense because Raj was not with during this period not even now. What the hell he is busy with, I still can't understand. "I need you Raj, where are you" hot tears roll down from my eyes.
A/n: - Hi, everyone this is my first Novel. Please do read my novels. I am not professional writer. It’s my imagination characters. Thank you so much. Love u
