••Chapter 1••
.Luna.
What is life if you can't live it...
What is love if you can't have it...
What is beauty if you can't show it...
These things kept echoing in my mind..I have all of those and yet I feel like a prisoner trapped in my own home
He wronged me of my life..He my Father kept me prisoner here,from the day I was born to now 18 years later my life has been the same
While my brother lives his life..I'm trapped here with nothing but pain and depression to keep me going each day,A dream I have of me living my life the way I want it
Finding love..to beloved and to love,to have explore the world and see new things but how is that possible if I'm here,My brother,My friends can't be with me all the time..they have lives to live and I can't hold them back the way my father is holding mine
As a Vampire I have never seen any difference between me and my Brother,we are equally matched but for some reason am so important that my Father hides me from the world
He is ruthless and shows no emotion,not even to his children,sometimes I wonder if Mother was still alive maybe life would have been different for me..I wouldn't be trapped against my will
"If you would stop sulking,you would have less wrinkles" Luka exclaims as he walked into my room from where ever he comes from,
"Hello to you to brother"
"Would you just call me by my name,it feels weird..I'm your brother" he came to me,standing with me by my balcony
"I know but Dad taught me to be formal and serious" he roughed my hair smiling
"Yep,he taught you to be a huge bummer like him" I laugh at his words,he isn't wrong..sometimes I do feel like I'm turning into him which is my greatest fear
"I dont wanna turn into Dad,it would be super scary and weird for me"...all he did was laugh at my words
"Ok wow..you know his not that bad,he still loves us" I frown,his life is so much better than mine..he has no idea how it hurts
"Yah but he barely shows it"
"You know he does, why dont you come hang out with me and the gang" I shake my head,walking back to my room
"You know I'm not allowed to go out,and even if I am it's only when I'm with five guards with me" I sigh out as I slummed unto my bed
"Just ask him,you never know he might say yes..I mean you are 18 now right" I jump off my bed..his right I am 18 now,and I'm old enough so I can go..if he says yes
"I could,but what if he says no..and you know that everytime I talk to him we end up in a huge fight"...
I know very well that if I do talk to him I would bring up the fact that he ruined my life and we would get in a huge fight,I feel like all we do is fight..we never see eye to eye
"Just go for it,Just try..you never know,he might say yes"..well he isn't wrong he might say yes
"Ok..I will try"..he roughed my hair and mouthed 'good luck',and left my room leaving me to my thoughts
'Better late than never',is what they always say
I walk out of my room feeling a bit worried about his answer,he might say no or yes..this is just to stressful
As I walk I realized that I have no idea where Dad is,now what..I cant possibly search this whole Castle,its just to big,while looking for him I bumped into Maximus
"Hello Max"...out of all the people here Max is the only one who treats me normal,his like my second Dad even though his our butler..his like part of the family
"Hello Princess how can I be of assistance"
"Actually I'm looking for Father,have you seen him anywhere"
"Yes I have,he is in his office"
"Thanks Max"..I left him to go do whatever he was doing
..I was finally there all I had to do next was open the door,that's all I have to do but I know full well what comes back
"Hello Dad"..I sat down in front of him,he paid full attention to me
"Hello Luna,what can I help you with"..I felt like his eyes were digging holes into my body,the way he is staring at me is just to much,so much that I focused my attention to the desk than him
"I wanted to ask you something"
"And what is that Luna"
I breath in getting ready for the worse
"I wanted to ask you if I may go out with Luka and the others tonight"...for all that is worth I tried
"Just you Luka and the Blacks,no guards,no security"_I nodded and he stood up
"No"
"Excuse me Father"
"I said No,and you knew very well that I would say that so why did you even try"..he can't be serious can he
"But I'm old enough to go out Father"
"Is that so,how old are you than"..yes he is serious,OMG I feel like screaming my lungs out_why would he ask that question if he knows the answer
"I'm 18,Father"
"And 18 is nothing Luna,your still to young"..out of anger I stood up pushing the chair behind me straight to the wall
"Father,I'm old enough to make my own decisions"
"No you are not,until I say you are"..what the hell
"But I'm capable of taking care of my self Father..why can't I live a normal life"..to be honest I never knew when I started crying or how
"Because you are a Princess Luna,your Vampire Royalty..that's why"
"But what of your son Luka,he is the Prince..why protect me and not him because he is going to take over the throne"..and right there and than,I could just Die..I had enough
"Because your more important Luna,I am doing this for your own good"
"And what is that Father,the War between Vampires and Werewolves is over..there is nothing to protect me from..we all live in peace like there was never a War between us,and you are even friends with the King of them so what is the problem here exactly"..
he knows that I have a point if the war was still going on I would in why he had to hide me,but now that nothing is going on..I see no use in what he is doing
"I was never,protecting you from the Wolves in the first place"
"Than what are you hiding me from,what is so dangerous that you have to take over my life,that you have to hide me from the world"..he sighs and looks out the window with his back facing me
"You won't understand Luna"
"Than make me understand,make me understand why you have to do this to me"...
"This discussion is over Luna,because no matter what I say now you will still ask questions"...I would only ask if needed,all I want is an answer to why he is so this to me
"But--"
"No 'but' Luna,go to your room"
"You know Father,sometimes I wonder if you love seeing me suffer like this because I always ask you why and you never have a valid reason"
"Luna I---"
"Dont bother finishing that sentence Father,sometimes I wonder that if Mother was still alive you would have been different..my life would have been different..but I guess it was all a big dream"...I leave his office in tears regretting why I even went there in the first place when I knew that we would end up in a fight again
But this fight was different,it wasn't like the usual fights we have..this time I wanted answers but he just wouldn't give me,I cant help but think if I will ever get out of this place...
"So guessing by your tears it didn't go well" I ran over to Luka and hugged him in tears
"No it didn't, it was terrible..much worse than the other fights we have"
"Ok from a scale of 1-10 how bad was it"..I shake my head,there is no number that I can compare
"100"...he let's me go and I sit down on one of the chairs
"Ok,that's bad..but at least it didn't get worse"
"Luka,you don't understand..it was terrible"
"Ok,ok I hear you"
"What if I never leave this place Luka,will I be trapped here forever..never to see or explore the world"
"You will make it out here..if you dont give up you can do it"...I sigh
No matter how hard he tries to cheer me up it won't work,I have tried by all means to understand but I can't,why someone would do this to their own child,and even if his protecting me
What is there to protect me from...
