You know for the past few days , I've read books about fictional stories and never really noticed how I could spend so many hours on feeling the emotion the book makes me feel , yes its meant to do that and yes its meant for entertainment and good vocabulary and yes its good to read but , do u really read it for all that ?
If yes stop reading this book and read something else .
If not , whatever u going through , whether its depression , anxiety , etc .
If u feeling insecure about yourself stop and ask yourself why ?
Why u playing mind games on yourself ? Society has made a beauty scale yes , your beauty and ur handsome isn't any less, remember when you were small and this meant nothing to you , you felt like you were gonna live the life , you still got this , I'm not telling you to make something of it , I'm just reminding you . If you're dealing with things and ur emotions are killing you and you're tired of everything , honey things aren't gonna work out if you keep on keeping it to yourself but what I do get is that nobody cares , you'll get that odd person though , that's gonna wanna be there for you , don't be suicidal because we never really die . Create your own scale of beauty , Create your own originality , You can choose who you want your family to be , because its not biological that makes family , its who's there for u , sometimes you got to have your own back too , nothing helps with u relying on someone else , Trust the one who made you .
Trust ur gut and believe in your damn self .
You'll never know who you are if u keep letting society turn you into something different .
If you're struggling with financial issues and you feel like nothing is going to work out , don't be so hard on yourself its just not your time yet , keep doing what u got to do , bring back humanity and see how things will escalate for you , everybody gets their turn but don't bring back humanity just for the sake of wealth and popularity , kind people are the best people , do it for yourself and see how good you're going to feel , you'll see yourself glow as well.
One thing I do know is that 2020 was supposed to be your year , but u changed your plans because of a pandemic .
Besides going out I'm talking about your self love , why did you change your plans on that ? I know for a fact you were trying to get a glow up by the end of this lockdown ,
but its not just about your appearance , and if u never got what you wanted by the end of this lockdown , you lacked self love .
