“I'm not pregnant”
“I can’t be pregnant”
I shook my head in denial , closed my eyes and began to think about it all.
“God let this be unreal. God please”, I inwardly prayed as my grip on the object in my hand increased. My fingers were becoming pale and they were paining but I didn’t care. I just wanted this to be unreal.
“It’s not……”, My mouth gaped open when I opened my eyes and stared at the little positive sign on the pregnancy test strip. This was the fifth but still I stared at it for so long.
This was still unbelievable.
It was true but my inner part didn’t want to accept it. I also saw the signs before…. Nausea and vomiting, breast changes and frequent urination but still I didn’t want to digest it.
At this time I was maybe running crazy and to make matters worse I had to tell Alex that am pregnant.
Cursing I tossed the stick in the trash so it can be with it’s other positive friends and exited the bathroom as quick as I could. I needed to dress up and see the doctor. I needed the last confirmation.
I cannot be a Mom. I cannot be a parent. I can’t. My legs grew weak and I fall down on the burgundy carpet.
What the hell was I going to do now?
Become a Mom?
Go through the pregnancy and let the baby be adopted?
Or have an abortion? All three options made the tears to brim in my eyes. I was already helpless and now I was pregnant.
“I have to tell him”,
Groaning loudly , I gathered myself together and stood up to solve this out.
“What should I do first?”, I asked myself inwardly as I checked the clothes in my closet.
I had two options. Either go to Doctor Tracy, my favourite doctor or go to to Alex’s place. Just thinking about the second option made me annoyed. We didn’t live together and now this pregnancy meant that we were going to be parents , the thing which I wasn’t ready to for.
I wasn’t ready for everything, Alex and the baby’s crying, pooping everything.
After collecting myself together, I dressed up and called the Uber to take me. I was going to take the second option, go to Alex’s place and tell him about the pregnancy. I had no other option.
As soon as the Uber arrived, I didn’t hesitate going there.
I was silent throughout the whole drive but just as the uberman was pulling up into Alex’s park yard , my stomach groaned and I knew it.
“Shit , don’t please”,
Already sweating, I gripped the seatbelt tightly, fighting both the urge to grab my stomach and to throw up. I didn’t want to vomit in the uber car but the urge was so much.
My stomach churned more amd I couldn’t fight it anymore. “Oh God, stop that ….am gonna” I tried my level best to get the words out as I held the vomit in the best I could.
The uber man quickly pulled over and without wasting any time, I released the seatbelt and ran to the trash that was nearby. I I’mmediately puked in it without even thinking.
Oh! God this was real hell.
“I can’t take it anymore”, I groaned through each heave praying for it to be over. Once my stomach was empty and the nausea faded I walked back to the uberman.
“Would you like for me to drive you to the hospital?”, He asked with concern in his voice.
“No, thank you”, I retorted with a fake smile, picked up some money from my purse then gave it to him.
After his departure, I slowly made my way to Alex’s door and opened it.
The house was eerily quiet and empty but I didn’t mind about it. Alex was at home, that’s all I knew and I didn’t stop making my way upstairs to his room.
The pain in my stomach intensified and I stopped at one of the stairs but where I stood , I could see Alex’s room. His door was slightly open. Everything was well not until when I heard muffled moans.
Was I hearing right?
The moment I walked closer to see, an unmistakable scene unfolded before me . My blood instantly boiled at the sight. As unbelievable as it was , my best friend Jamie was down on her knees with Alex’s dick in her mouth. A look of sheer delight was on her face as she gagged. “Oh! Jamie I like that”, Alex groaned while gripping her hair.
They were both naked and I couldn’t stop them. I had to leave as soon as possible and deal with this pregnancy.
Weakened both by the betrayal and pregnancy, I caught on the wall finding it hard to walk away. “Ouch!”, I bit my tongue when l felt the pain surge in my stomach. This was much l couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to vomit again, right now.
Without even thinking, I let everything come out of my mouth. There was no dust bin and everything was on the floor.
“Make sure you clean the floor before you leave”,
L instantly froze when l heard that voice.
It was Alex, the one I thought loved me and he was proudly standing behind me. At his words , l turned and looked at him, shirtless and with sweat all over his body.
“Oh! You finally pregnant?”, Before l could say anything , my best friend made her way to us while dressed up in Alex’s white shirt. I felt like crying at the sight. “Oh! Poor you. You didn’t call me and yet I am your best friend?”, She laughed and I said nothing.
“That bastard baby is going to…..”,. “Bastard?”, With all the anger in my body, I slapped her. But it was a wrong move because before I knew it, a hot slap landed on my cheek too.
*SLAP*
“Keep your hands to yourself you useless whore”, l slapped her harder . “Don’t ever call me a whore, am not your class”, She hissed out and this time before l could respond, she pushed me. “That’s where you belong”, She laughed. “ My ba…..”, Before l could finish , l was already on the ground. To make matters worse the blood came from my legs as everyone watched.
“My God , the baby… “, I screamed as l watched the blood run down my legs . “ Am not going to stay with a woman who is infertile , take her to that ruthless Alpha, he wants more slaves”, That was all l heard before my vision turned black.
