I'm Lee, I have my eyes on this girl named Annie. She's very beautiful, outgoing and has a wonderful, beautiful personality, or so i thought.
On the end of our 3rd semester, I confessed to Annie, I gave her a letter, written in the letter was,
" Hi, Im Lee, You might not remember me because at that time I didn't tell you my name and it might be to late but I have something to say to you, would it be okay for you to meet up with me at the back of the school at 5:30p.m.? "
I knew she'd just reject me on the spot but... I~i gathered up my courage to confess to her because of my love for her, growing as each days passes by, we often talk but not more that greeting to each other. But there was a time, this particular event where my heart almost burst out of my chest, where I almost just confessed to her on the spot knowing I'd get rejected, but i had to control my feelings.
Also because I know I'm ugly and thought that i might just make her creeped out
Oh by the way did i forget to tell you I'm an ugly introvert?, Yes, I'm what you call a guy who doesn't belong in the society...
But back to the part where i explained that i almost confessed to her on the spot.
That night, I was at the park, crying, bursting in tears because of the insults that I keep receiving every time, every day, I keep crying at the park every night until I just fell asleep, but that night, she came, Annie sat next to me on the swing.
Annie asked me;
"Hey, Are you okay? What happened? Do you mind telling me your name? My name is Annie, nice to meet you *Smiles
Me, thinking that she just probably can't see my face clearly because its dark and raining quite hard.
Sobbing* Hello, My na~name is Lee *hiccup
Annie asked: What happened? Why are you crying?.
Ohh its nothing, please don't *hiccup mi~mind me...
Annie said; Are you sure? If you don't want to tell me, It's okay. Now try to calm down and stop crying, okay? *Smiled
O~okayy
Annie said; I'm gonna go now since it's getting late, after you calm down, go home and rest, see you later~~
So that's the reason why I fallen deep inlove to Annie. Even though it didn't last long. I thought that she was an angel that ascended into Earth but little did i know...
Few years later
Now I'm a highschool sophomore, And till this day I never forgot the time when she talked to me, she was the reason why I stand strong till this day.
Years may have passed but the way I look was still the same, dull, ugly looking introvert.
I got inside the classroom and saw Annie, smiling, talking with her friends.
And i thought to my self, she's still beautiful as always. She doesn't know me though because i didn't tell her my name, but I didn't regret it because I wasn't confident at myself
Few months have passed and our 3rd semester ended, my scores weren't that high just average but this day I said to my self.
" This day, is the day I'll give her this letter with all my heart".
But of course since I wasn't confident in myself I didn't personally gave her my letter. I just put it at her desk when it was lunch time.
When lunch ended I saw her picked up the letter and put it on her bag. After our subject teacher left, she goes to the bathroom with the letter I gave her. And i trembled in fear, thinking what would be her reaction. Few moments later she returned from the bathroom, that moment... What i saw was shocking.....
