We don't have the choice but we were given with this unexpected life,a new form from the commited sin.
I'm still confused,I can't even catch a single answer,maybe the truth hides from that place,a place that never even existed.This desperation can really reach the innermost even If it costs lives,how spectacular.
"You were chosen to live,don't close your eyes and take a look around you" A I felt warm touch all around my body it's spreading everywhere until it reached my Heart.
"Is everything dead?" suddenly a voice aroused me and made me scream from the pain I felt deeply,I can't even move my body.
A loud knock from the door filled my room and someone was shouting with a strong terror in it's voice.
"Honey open the door please!" a call from the door helped me to move my body.I quickly opened the door and saw Ceridwen,my non Biological Mom,she's weeping and she swiftly hugged me in tightness that I can even feel her heavy breathing while crying.
"You're having that nightmare again?"
"I'm sorry about the discussion yesterday,we can't take it any longer and I know that it hurts you to know the whole thing,I'm really sorry please forgive me and also your Dad.Our dear Brynthanie,We both loved you more than you think"said by Ceridwen while looking at me.
I remembered that moment yesterday.It really broke my heart to know that I'm not from them and there were lying to me for years already ,The details about me were shreded and scattered ,I'm too different from them that's why maybe those love and care were given with conditions.
"I know that you'll head here,I bought you your clothes here,if you wanna stay in this place for a while"
"No,just take it I don't need them and I can manage my own way!leave me alone!" I shouted at her agreesively that made her into tears and she forcly hid the pain and faked it with a smile,she placed the bag on the floor and looked at me with tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry too Mom,I made you cry this time again,I apologize sincerly" I hugged her,I don't know why I suddenly did that but I got hurt when I saw her crying,knowing that I'm the reason of it.
"Forget about it!You should also replace your face's bandage,it's all wet."said by Ceridwen and I nodded at her as my response,she began changing it in hidden so no one can see my appearance.I never saw myself or what I am but they said that It protects me from any kind of deaths and what's awaiting behind me.
"But trust me I treated you as my real daughter and I wish the best things for you okay?" Did they really love me or they're just good on faking things?
I saw Meisley from the distance coming out from her room and waved at me.We are all here at the secret underground,they call us "Malfrino Kidios" or the "Lethals".
Malfrino is an Organization,Association,a familiarity consists Criminals and Mafias,and I'm one of the original decendants of the Malfrino but the rest is from the connections,next with the outsiders and from the clans of history-known criminal families.
We live and hide underground to distance ourselves from the society who's vomitting us as 'Humans' ,the good and bad were separated for the reason that bad contains darkness and death,we lived on that side,the side of which Light's absence lived and we glow as reds.
Malfrino is also a secret Organization and it's existance was unknown by the goverment's,they run transactions,Illegal crimes and brutal murders for money and power freerly.
We kids are staying here at the underground, in our labeled headquarters and rooms,trained to be their Dexterous kids,to protect,fight and rule the incoming uncertain future of The Malfrino.
"Hey Bryn!let's go together downstairs,we gotta take our supplies and things there,better to hurry up" Meisley said and ran in rush but I exitedly grabbed my empty box with a swing and walked with her.
**
"Welcome back Hernandez!" the Hysterio alliance called me in a distance and waved with smiles,I sat beside them and all of them was staring at me closely.
"You know what Hernandez,I never knew that you're a Zacherian which means that you are one of those original decendants of The Malfrino" said Iris with sparks in her eyes and grinned with a relieved-curiosity face.
"Well I don't care if I was or not,do y'all think that I was treated good?" the whole circle went in a loud silence,everyone didn't dare to talk back and their eyes were avoiding me,it's obvious that they want the good treatment from the upper,I had the feeling of ungratefulness and regret,what should I do?
"I also heared that the Hernandez aren't really your parents,I feel sorry for you and we also understand that you're not okay"
"Stop that sh*t already,I don't need your pity and I don't know who's that f*cking mercy is,it's none of your bussiness" Her response made everyone in blue.
"It's the Zacherians,they are here" the Hysterios then bowed at them with respect except for Brynthanie,both of the cults looked at each other as the smoke from the machines rised.
"Oh Bryn,again?You are hanging out with these type of people,you don't belong there unless w-" said by Maurishia,a fellow comrade from the Zacheria Clan
But Brynthanie stopped Maurishia from talking and stared at her madly.
"I belong to no one and you can't force me to separate myself with them,you should stay away from me or-"
"Or what?Your'e threathing me as If I'm one of your beloved enemies"Maurishia's response towards Brynthanie.
"We are family and cousins,we share the same bloodline,how can you treat me like a stranger?"
"But even If It costs my life,I won't stop bothering you"said Maurishia ,she then gaved the box she's holding to Brynthanie,but Brynthanie didn't dare to touch what's inside the box and angerly kicked it.
"It's from Reagan's,take those bandages and replace them with this" she opened the box and handed the black new mask to Brynthanie,Maurishia and the rest from the Zacheria gaved their hands on Brynthanie to show their care.
"It doesn't define a thing even if you are a mad-brat,we still care and accept you even if you are always shouting at us or picking a sickly fight,you're our Foxfire and always remember that you're Important"Maurishia then smiled brightly at her to make her feel comfortable and was understood by them.
"Did you guys know your place?"
"We are your family,friends and your allies,that's the meaning that your'e seeking on". said by Maurishia and the last thing I saw was all of them smiled sweetly while looking at me.
That day I felt the real meaning of friendship and family, it's not about the blood that we hold in our veins, but it's from our hearts,emotions and feelings that makes us feel the deep understanding and love they're giving,now I understand how to feel something and express what I feel,you just have to touch the feared corner,to feel how being alive was.
