"Sorry Chyl but giving up on our relationship is giving us a new life. Sorry but let's break up." Then he walks out. Left me damn founded and don't know how can I continue my life without him.
Two months later I was still here in my condominium and locked up because of what had happened. I am wasted, I don't know how to start my life again without him. I got used to being with him, I got used to him always being by my side, but now he left me, he left me with lots of question in my mind.
Why did he do that? Why did he left me without saying the reason why did he ended our four years relationship.Why?
I was shocked by the knocking coming from outside my condo and consequently I stopped thinking of the incident two months later.
I know who's knocking because she always did this two months since I was locked up here in my condo. Because I know she wouldn't stop knocking I open the door for her.
She walks towards the dining and said "Still into him?" she ask. I know she's also tired with me. Asking if I still love him, if I'm still crying over him or still thinking of him.
"Just tired of this life" I answered and sighed. "I don't know what to do" I said while there were tears forming in the eyes.
"Why'd wasting tine thinking of him while he is there outside, having his own life without you in his? Huh?" her patience is slowly fading.
"But how? How can I can't remember him if this stupid heart loves him so much" I pointed my chest and the tears that I had been holding back earilier, just fell on their own because of the extreme pain I was feeling.
Mama came up to me to comfort me and hug me tightly.
"This" she she gave a calling card and I don't know what will I'm going to do about this so I look at her with full of astonishment. "It's the modeling agencies calling card they give it to me when you and Shan broke up and you locked up in your condo so I didn't give it to you. They still waiting for your response, if you're willing to be their model." she explained and the tears falling because I'm hurting was replaced by tears of joy. I hugged my mom tightly and kiss her cheeks.
"Thank you mom" I mumured to her.
I'm done picking the pieces of my heart that broke by him and now its time to fix it
The next day, I already prepair for my first the day shoot because yesterday I already said that I'm accepting their offer to be their model, so they already reply and said that today we will start to shoot, and I will go to Pangasinan Beach because it's the location.
I arrived at the location in 3 hours also because of the traffic. I see the team that talking about the shoot later. They notice me when I'm near to them.
"Hey Ms. David thankfully you accept our offer to you. We will start the shoot after two hours." The manager said
"I'm so glad that you chose me as your model, and thank you so much that I can rest for 2 hours because I get tired on the trip." I said politely to the manager
"Ma'am I'll take you to your room" one of the staff of the resort said. I looked again at those I would be with later and greeted them before following the staff who would take me to my room.
It's just a simple room. A bed, a sofa near the bed and a tv, and in the left side there is the comfort room. I open the curtain blocking the glass door. And suddenly I get shock of what I see outside, this is not just a simple room. I can see clearly the waves of the sea and so I open the glass door, and immediately the cool breeze of the wind hit my skin, it's so fresh that I just want to live here, and don't go back at the the civilizated city.
I stayed on the balcony for a while and entered as I felt tired from the three -hour trip to get in here. When I lay down on the bed, I immediately fell asleep because of the tiredness and softness of the bed I was lying on.
Someone knock on my door, so I woke up and quickly opened up to whoever was knocking outside my room.
"Ma'am, you need to get ready because the shoot will start in just 10 minutes" opening that a staff man immediately told me that.
"Okay" I answered, and was about to close my door but he spoke again.
"Ma'am wait, this is what you will wear later on the shoot" he handed me a bag and he immediately leave after that.
I open the bag and I'm not shock because it's a two piece white swimsuit, we will shoot for a summer cover.
