You are an angel
A soul is a soul,
Written in my own name
- 01- Part
" Run away from here.. I don't even want a sip of water from the hands of scumbags like you... I can't see running away..."
No matter how much pain you were in, not a single tear fell from your eyes. From that I knew what was in your heart. I saw you looking at me with tears hidden behind your eyes, like an iron woman. Yes, you are an iron woman. You were bet until dawn with six or seven men and you are still trying to get up by holding on to the curtains. Another woman died right here.
"Haha... You still haven't lost your gas... Why didn't you have enough of the pooja last night..?..."
I smiled from the corner of my mouth.
" Why do you think that you have done a great job.. You did not destroy me.. It was the belief in the hearts of the mothers who gave birth to you in this world.."
If you say that I was not moved by your story, it would be a lie. I was stoned by that story. You cover your body with a torn gown with great difficulty. I can hear how you screamed in pain when six or seven men locked you in a room. But when I remembered that there were no tears in your eyes at any time, I laughed because I understood the extent of your stubbornness. You are really stubborn. You are stubborn enough to throw away the rice that was brought to you after so much fun.
" Do you think that we are not human beings? We women are also human beings.. Humans with bones, flesh, blood and veins just like you.. Do you not feel pain when six or seven people scratch your body overnight.. Do you not feel pain when they bite you like mad dogs. Tell me.. Do you understand that sadness..."
My mouth fell shut. How did you bear that pain? How did you bear it when you were crushed like mad dogs? Yes, you touched my heart. This man's chest was full of regret after smoking cigarettes until his lungs were full for months.
Aren't you the ones who say "Women are bad for us## and drag us to that situation... Until yesterday, I was a clean girl. But today, today I am a woman who has been destroyed by six or seven men.. Are you still happy? Where are those rascals who were with you? .. even half of them.. there is more blood left, drink that too..."
You are shouting... you are shouting... I felt sorry for myself. Like an electric shock inside the chest... I ran and fell at your feet and felt like apologizing. But no, I'm not even suitable for one. I wanted to scream and cry. But no, men don't cry. You don't even cry after suffering so much pain. How can I cry?
" Why are you still waiting.. Haha.. Do you think that a drop of blood hidden under the cloth can measure a woman's femininity? If you think so, it is your weakness. Even if I am destroyed by a hundred men, I am pure. My heart is pure. Like you. I'm proud of myself when I look at the scumbags..."
There is no stopping you.. I understood one thing. When you feel sad, you don't cry. You are screaming and even now you are screaming and expressing your sorrow. Being patient is not a big deal for me. But how can you be patient when you shout like this? My mind blames myself.
" Don't you have sisters? If something like this happened to someone, would you be happy? Have you forgotten that your mother, who gave birth to you in this world, also had the body of a woman who drools over you??..."
I remembered my mother with your scream. My eyes, my mother and sister. You took me back in time. But they didn't get to go far. One of us came and gave me your bag. Your bag that fell from your hand when you were brought here.
"Brother Shenul.. we don't care about this now.. if we keep this, we will get many diseases.. finish this and burn it along with those things..."
After saying that, he left. It doesn't matter if a dead body is killed. I felt like seven or eight bullets had exploded in my head. God, kill and burn you with these two hands. I didn't join Mung to kill or put innocent girls like you in trouble. My hand went to my chest. I just sat on the floor.
I am sure you have heard those words too. But you don't care. You are kneeling on the ground with your head down. You didn't even cry when you said you were going to be killed. Suddenly a leaf was in your bag and fell on the ground. I reluctantly picked it up and read it. But when I read it, I wanted to kill myself.
"Oh my god, you girl....."
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~ What is there in the paper?..
~ Why was Shenal so shocked?
See you in the next part.
I am hima
