Today was just like any other days, I am currently at school and learning about programming. I am Eren Garcia, a first year Bachelor of Science and Information technology Student. I didn't really like this I.T. stuff since I didn't really like technology.
To be honest I am really lazy i just wanted to read book's and watch movie all day. I don't have hobbies and I didn't like going out.
As much as I wanted to go out with my friends whenever they tried to persuade me, I just really can't because I am a person suffering from social anxiety. Whenever I think of people look at me I feel like I'm going to have a diarrhea.
I know that's such a bad example of what I feel like whenever I'm with other people but what can I say, it is really what i felt.
I am 'scared' and i don't know why...
"ERRRREeeeennn!!!!!"
Oh there goes Elisa being noisy again. Sometimes I really wanted to know what she eats to get this energy everyday, I should probably eat that as well.
"Elisa, good morning have you had your breakfast", I said to Elisa as soon as she stopped screaming my name.
"Eren you should know that I really love foods even if I eat or not already is not the case. We should just go to the cafeteria", she replied to me.
I laugh and said, "Hey, I'm just being polite to my bestfriend and don't want you to lose face. Cuz you know people might think my bestfriend was a monster from all this eating".
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She raise her right brow on me and said,"Hmmmppp!why would I care of what would they say, they are not as important as food".
With her retort I laugh again then we started walking to the hallway.
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Few minutes later we arrived to the cafeteria and as usual it was crowded and everyone was busy chatting with their own friends while eating.
COLLEGE life it is...
I suddenly become depressed because I am having a hard time with the activities that my professor in programming giving us...
I'm always behind and everyone was good at programming I feel exhausted everytime I see them finishing their work while I'm just here struggling severely.
My thoughts were disturb by my friends tap in my shoulder.
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"Hey, what do you wanted to eat? I'll make someone order for us", she said.
"Well a cup of coffee and a sandwich would be nice", I replied.
Whenever we are in the canteen Elisa's boyfriends were the ones ordering foods for us and yes it was multiple boyfriends. Anyway they all agreed on that for some reason. Not that it matters to me I am really an open minded person if a man can have multiple girls why can't a women have multiple guys.
Maybe it was my love for books with reverse harem...
LOL
As we are waiting for food I saw someone that I didn't know if I was just daydreaming or not...
'Isn't he the guy in my dreams?'
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