[Thank God! You are able to stood up for yourself for now Kairi, I am so proud of you self]
I quickly grabbed my bag and fix the things that is messed up inside. I hurried up to school and was able to catch up in the school gate, but for sure I am already late in my first class in the morning.
~Fast Forward to Kairi's Classroom~
"Sean! What happened to you?" my classmate immediately asked.
I just smiled at her.
"Sean you're pale are you really okay?" Samantha said. She is my current seatmate.
I nodded and took out the book that I would give to Cloud. It even made it harder for me to grab it because my arm started to sore so much and I can feel the bruise coming and showing out.
"I'm fine Sam, wait a minute, I'll give this book to Cloud first."
"But uhm, I thought he was mad at you Sean," she said.
"No, don't mind it Sam, I appreciate your concern. But really, I'm doing fine with Cloud."
She is annoyed that I just smiled at her and tried to keep things low key like there's nothing wrong, when she knows exactly the mood that there is.
I just don't want people to bother and think of my situation. It's not helping anymore because I am so messed up in life and I can't be anything that Cloud wants, so it doesn't really matter.
I left the room and went to the Engineering course where I believe Cloud is there right now for his second subject in the morning as I am already late for the first subject.
~Cloud's Engineering Classroom~
"Hey, Ms. Sean. What brought you here?" Calvin asked.
He is Cloud's bestfriend. Their attitude is very opposite and I don't know how the hell that both of them were friends up until now.
"Uhm, I'm here to see Cloud, Is he here?" I added.
"Oh him? He's with Elise."
"A-ah I see, it's fine, can I just give it this book to you, please tell Cloud that it is his book that he left at home for this subject," I requested referring to the book.
"Okay, but oh well he is actually here, let me call him for you. I'll go first."
I nodded and watched him enter.
He was with Elise. I just smiled bitterly at both of them as they suddenly stop talking because Cloud have seen me looking for him inside.
I was far enough from them while they are both having their own chit-chats.
I hugged the book tightly when I saw Cloud seriously walking towards me.
"Didn't I tell you not to talk to me," he said it quite loudly, so his classmates and other students turned their backs on us.
"What did I say last time, didn't you understand that? Are you that dumb and desperate?!" he is still shouting.
I'll just give him the book. Why is he so mad at me.
"I came here to give you this, I'm leaving right away," I said.
I handed him the book.
He violently took it as an excuse to make me complain. My arm was shocked because that's what I used to hand him the book.
"Why does your uniform blouse soiled and muddy? Did you flirt somewhere? You are such a hoe," he said which makes me cry from being hurt emotionally and physically as he grabbed my arms not knowing that my bruises is there.
He is the reason that I get hurt, abused and harassed last time. I wish I could tell him that right in front of his face but I know I'll only look coward.
[Am I really that crummy and seems to be like a slut to him. I am just doing the least that I can do for him because it benefits him, and I am his wife. I am not trying to start any misunderstandings here.]
