Back story
Tanya is friends with Sanvi Akansha and Shreya. In college she loved Rithvik who loved Sanvi. Ritvik used Tanya to get Sanvi but to save Sanvi her twin sister Janvi reached Ritvik and when he got to know this he killed both of them and their unborn child. Tanya is living in gulit of it only
Broken love
Chapter 1
Tanya's pov
I am really ashamed of myself. How could I love him? And why do I still love him? I hate him but still I love him. And this guilt, it is killing me. Janvi lost her and her child's life because of him and I still love him. What type of friend am I?
Today, Sanvi asked me if she can share our past with Akshit. Of course, I agreed. I didn't want to share it with anyone. But I lost my right to decline the moment I told Ritvik that his wife is Janvi and not Sanvi. Because of me, he killed her and her unborn child. Yes, her child. He says that the child was a mistake, his biggest mistake and he doesn't accept the child. He said that he should die with the guilt of touching a girl who is not Sanvi and at that moment, I once again realized that he can never be mine. I can't have him but what I didn't realise is that he shot himself too after shooting her. Because of his guilt of touching Janvi, he also shot himself and a part of me also died.
I am really guilty of loving him but I will love him no matter what.
Chapter 2
Tanya's pov
Today, Sanvi is marrying Akshit vai.
First, my love loved her and then she married the man she loves. Every time she smiles, a part of my heart breaks. I want to be in her place. I want to marry Ritvik.
Am I asking for so much? I just wanted to marry my love and live with him happily ever after.
Can't I experience the happiness Sanvi is experiencing? Can't someone come, steal my heart like Ritvik did and then marry me?
But I am also happy for her. She experienced so much pain in her life.
She lost her sister because of my stupidity. No, I have to be emotionally strong. I shouldn't let her know that her happiness is bothering me. And I am her friend, aren't I? Her happiness is my happiness, isn't it? I love her, don't I? Okay, I seriously don't know about the last question. I have mixed feelings about her. Because of her, my Ritvik died.
I was even ready to share him but no, she was not ready to even see him.
Because of that, he had to marry Janvi forcefully and rape her and then eventually kill himself.
Okay, this is so unlike me. I was so selfless. What happened to me? Why am I behaving like this? And how could I even think of things like this? I really need to visit the psychiatrist soon. I need medical treatment again.
The feeling that I have felt for Sanvi is not good.
