"They said Life is like a tree, Some have a hardest time to grow and some are growing fast like what others expecting."
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"I told you to let go !!? But you never did ?? !!" He shouted at me. He also pushed me against the wall.
"But you never did !!" At the same time, and hit his head.
I no longer knew what to do. I'm scared of him. All I can do is to cry. Sobbing for unbelievable things that he was saying.
"Can you please bring back her ??!" A word full of resentment, pleading and pleading. But I don't know what he's referring to.
"I don't know !! I don't remember anything and even more,I'm not hiding anything from you" I moaned.
"Did you just comeback to revenge on me !!" He whispered softly.
"But I will never let you destroy me again !!" At once left and went to his car and left me alone.
Where I'm going. How am I now. Why is it that there are so many things that I can't remember, that they want to remind me of. Who is he and who am I to them, what is there on her that they can see in me.
All I can do now is to pray. Praying for the enlightenment to the things that I don't even know where it come from.
I feel like a wet chick left somewhere. I don't even know where I ended up as long as all I know is that I was hurt, and I continue to be hurt. He left me. He hated me for the things I never done. How am I now.
My life is so miserable that the person I thought would be my life will also ruin it and leave me for no reason.
I keep thinking about where I went wrong and where I was hurt him, but why is that I don't seem to remember ..
After that incident. He never talk to me nor give a glance on me. Everyday, Of struggle of talking to him, I choose to say "Im sorry" but he refuse. And stare at me coldly and no emotions at all.
Why do I need to suffer all of this? Why do a billionaire like him. Is so cruel to a maid like me.
I can't be her woman. His woman died a long time ago. And that woman is not me.
