Finally i dont need to go in work. I can rest all day, make some food for myself and not be in hurry eating.
I like my work, even if i stresing quite much i still manage to do my job.
After job my life is simple and boring. I have not much Friends. And these live in other city or country. So my days of i spend mostly alone watching some movies. Eating junk food or trying to speak with some men online. Ahh Yeah i am single. I have some needs of course. Dont juge me everybody do sex so i am No diferent.
My parents Well.. i have both my parents living in small city. I am not so close with them. It is just that they live in old days, not very interesting in new age. They dont want travel, nor they interesting in some kind activitys. They work work work all they life.
I do remember that when i was younger they was strict. They always want that i work in field when i was off school. They was not interested in my home works. They never check if i did it or not. Becouse they wanted that i do work at home cleaning, picking potatoes and other vegetables, cuting grass and so one. I never liked that. So i become close. I didnt told them about my life. If they ask they not very listen What i say. So i stop.
I have older Brother. Oh he is theyr dimond while i am just a rock.
They listen him, they let him anything, he can choose go out with Friends or do some work at home. It is not fair in my eyes.
But thats Ok. I grow up. I have job and i didnt Find this job with hellp from my parents i Find it myself. They was against it becouse i need to live in other city biger one. I think they wanted that i live with them that they could control my life as they did before. But i didnt listen and that was first thing which made me go in their black list.
I do talk with them. I wisit them. I rent place Where i live now. I dont ask anything from them becouse i get my salary ant it is enough for me.
Well my Brother. Thats a diferent story. He finish colege. Got job Where his father found for him. He lived with parents. Did What he wanted and nobody judge him for anything. Of course now he dont live with parents ant have his own place, have wife. Arogant, same like my Brother.
Thats my family but this story not about them.
Few days ago i register in tinder. I know i know thats the page Where people looking just for sex. But who know Maybe i will be lucky and Find someone who look not only for sex.
Well yeah i thought it will take some time to Find someone nice to talk to so and found some.
Few to be honest.
Ohh every girl do that not only me. But if i decide that something serious going with one of the guy i stop talking with others. So it is nothing bad. I am not cheating or something.
Anyway these guys with who i am talking are quite interesting but one sometimes talk strange but in a Good way, i think…
So his name Marcus he is same age as me was living and working abroad few years but now he is back here in Kaunas. I was talking with him few weeks but so far i dont know much about him becouse we talk mostly stupid things.
I know that he is much taler than me he is 1,98 or so. Well i am just 1,65. Yeah i would look so short while walk near him.
He have stuning Blue eyes, his hairs dirty blond. And his face so mesmering. I think i like him already.
I had some dreams about him and me. Ahh these dreams making me blush. I was dreaming about his hands around my body. About his lips exploring all my body. And how wonderfull i was feeling him inside me.
Yeah we didnt meet in reall life but i already dreaming about him. Funny right.
Marcus just write me and i had to break my messy thoughts.
- Hey, how are you today? Have some plans for today? Maybe want meet?
My gosh not today i am feeling Tired and look like a mess. But i didnt write that instead i write:
-Hey, i am fine, was planing some shoping and resting, couse you know first day off work. But we could meet tomorrow. What do you think?
-Yeah Ok, thats better. We could meet tommorow morning and go in the beach. You in?
-thats a long way to go in the car for the first meeting. Maybe you will not like me at all and will be stuck with me all day.
- Same for you, but i think thats not gona happen couse we at least always have about What to talk. And if we dont like each other then just have a nice day in the beach and after we back we could just say Good Bye and never meet again. So, What do you think?
- Umm, Ok Maybe you are right. So deall tomorrow lets go to the beach. Yeyyyy..
And thats how i meet devil with an angel clothes.
