Prologue
800 yrs since I felt agony and ire when my mother was killed by the hands of the man I love and
my human best friend snatched him from me. Crying is not enough as they pierce a sword in my
heart. My father is a god named Julius, helped me start over. He makes me more powerful as I
create a dimension called Amber to isolate myself from humans. He even gave me servants like
Archer and humans who pledge loyalty to me like my maid and seer.
I made Amber as it is the beach where I have a mansion too like my mother's dream when I was
a kid. It feels yesterday cause I still feel the pain and emptiness. I should not love that man
knowing I will lose my mom. The most precious person I have. I find myself safe again as I will not love again. I blame myself because my mother died. I always enjoy buying some dresses and stuff. I still always help people. I wish this world is gentle place. I still feel a void inside my heart as if I want to be happy like having a family even if I have father.
"I love you" he said while I still put up a poker face as a pain spread to his face and it is my pleasure but I wanna hug and kiss him. Again I wanna curse my self for feeling those.. I always dream of him and sometimes when I see him at different era I always help him. There is always storm in Amber as I can't even fool my knight Archer. My heart always weep as the sea waves became wild from madness I keep.
One day, Dolores saw a prophecy that I should tie my bond with this man who has the same
face of that man to rule the Amber and save the mankind. I feel the indignation seeing him
again and it makes me sick. A thought cross on my mind like how about I break him too? Seeing
him in pain will put me on bliss and besides I can save the man kind without him. I am half
goddess. That's what I thought when I saw his pure and sweet smile makes me happy too.
I refuse cause it feels betraying someone I love. My mother I love the most. She is the only one I have before I met father. I had him too. I must save the mankind for the benefit of the world. There is one thing I assure myself. This is just a duty and nothing more. Now he will feel what I felt when he betray me. This is the story of forgiveness and types of love.
