"Thea, don't walk away from me!" he shouted as I kept on walking while ignoring him.
"Why can't you believe me, Thea? Huh... Why?" he shouted again and I halt in my step.
Swirling around and feeling anger consume me. I shouted from the top of my lungs without much care where we were at. My voice echoed through the dark woods.
"Because I don't trust you," my chest rose up and down.
And as if I just slapped him in the face he staggered back a little with a hurt look on his face. I almost feel bad but my subconscious keeps chanting that at least he's not broken as me.'
I panted while trying to hold my stupid tears from falling while facing him.
"I don't fucking trust you, Caleb," I repeatedly told him with my finger accusingly pointing at him and my voice wavering.
"Because the last time I believe your words. You created this new me in front of you before others contribute to your perfect creation."
My tears fell from my eyes making me hate it because now I'm starting to cry so hard and all messed up like I always used to.
"You broke me, Caleb." My breath hitched when saying those words.
I sob out loud asking him "what did I not give you back then huh Caleb? Which part of me that was so imperfect that you brushes me all aside and love someone else leaving me like this?"
He didn't say anything as he look on with hurt and tears streaming down to his cheeks. However, it did not stop me at all from letting out all my emotions.
"If we weren't in this situation with you having no choice. I don't think you would be here at all. I don't think you would glance back once more time and said that it is I, you love not her," I said while I tried to wipe off my tears.
"I bet you would have married her and long gone Caleb," I threw my hands up in the air turning aside and keeps rambling to him. I did not even care whether he understands or not.
"I bet you would have kids with her by now and not even just take one more" I cry "one more time and said you miss me" I took a deep breath before turning back to him.
"And for you to say that you were sorry for hurting me and breaking my goddamn heart," I sob while stretching the last word.
After letting it all out, none of us spoke to one another. He did not even said one fucking word or even pull me in his arms for comfort.
I turn back and walk towards the car leaving him there in the dark. I open the front door and got inside buckling up my seat belt.
Once the door closed I cried inside there in loud sobs and I didn't know when I stopped because even when I close my eyes and rested my head back.
I was still crying over everything I went through and over the bastard who broke me first.
