Lianna
The trees were lined up in a perfect row, with the fresh breeze of the air that strokes my skin giving me peace of mind. This park has never failed to impress my eyes because of its natural and alluring architecture. But there is small reason why the view becomes a mess in my eyes.
A small sigh came out from me as I watched my little brother play with her Nathannet.
Yes, his NATHANNET, his best friend, but I ship this two. Just why are they so happy together? Why do they look good together? Why are they damn so sweet? They are still kids in my eyes but it makes me look pathetic in my part that I don’t have this kind of relationship with an opposite sex, older than me.
Kids now a days is uncontrollable, but I cannot judge them, they are best of friends.
But there is ‘but’ again, in me. Urgh.
So then, sarcastically saying, because of this wonderful view in front of me, I felt my tummy growling. I am hungry.
This is me when I’m envious, I get hungry. I NEED HAMBURGER!
Rolling my eyes, I stood up from swinging and called Koujo, my little brother.
"Koujo!"
They both stopped playing and gave me their attention.
"Yes, Lianna?"
Even if he is too far, I heard him.
"Take your time playing with Nathannet, I have to do something! Be careful huh? I'll crush your head if you get scratches! I’ll go back. Bye." I asked for permission.
I trust him and he is loyal to me so I have no worries of leaving them in this park. And we have been used on playing here since he was born. But of course, I’m coming back to get him later because we are going home.
I stomp my feet towards the exit of the park, feeling a bit pissed because …
Damn! I am really jealous. I cannot deny the fact that I envy their simple and happy friendship even though they are still kids. And I believe that love starts with friendship.
Now, I am starting to question my life. Would someone come to my life to love me, forever and unconditionally?
I have been living in the world where I can get what I want and I can provide myself with my own hard work. But love…
What does loving feels like?
I haven't tried entering in a girlfriend/n boyfriend thingy but I am not bitter either. I am here living... and assuming that there is still coming...
Scoffing, I ask myself again out of blue.
Is there still a serious man? I mean... Is there still an honest, understanding, trustful, and courteous man in the world?
Sigh.
It is a painful fact that no matter how I keep my eyes on a man...
Definitely, I haven’t met any man with my standards. But am I asking too much?
Maybe I am too much for being picky that is why there is no man I got interest with. My heart is a rock as what they told me because it is unmovable. Urgh. I don’t know anymore.
I haven’t realized that I wasn’t in myself until I felt a dominating aura somewhere sear me. It was on my front and we are about to pass by each other.
There is a man harassing…
Uh huh? It is not actually ‘harassing’, he is dragging a woman in force. I couldn’t see the man's face as I passed them because he was wearing a hood but the woman’s begging expression engraved in my nerves specially when she grabbed my arm and...
"S-Save me please... H-He's an obsessed lover!" The woman plead, her eyes says like she lost hope in living.
But I couldn't move and just stand there watching the man dragged the woman but the man stopped when he heard her begging me. And I am standing, watching them...
knowing what to do but puzzled.
The man glared at the woman that gave me chills. That's scary.
"Don’t beg. BEG ME, it'll be better."
Number one, possessive.
I really need to move.
"Excuse me?” I spoke.
And I met his gaze that made me cold all over my body but no, I am not scared at you, man.
“Isn't it too violent to drag her? I mean.
Can you be a little gentle? Hold her hand and walk normal?” I saw the confusion in his scary red eyes.
“If you love her, be gentle. If you really love her, you won’t hurt her and you will protect her."
After saying that, my own words came into my mind. I just said it like I am an expert lover or something. This is unexpected. I haven’t said something like this before. This is unbelievable. Love advisor? Nah.
I saw the woman's expression. She was shaking her head in fear like I have said something inappropriate.
What's wrong with my love advice?
I turn my eyes on the man who is glaring at me--- and it was scarier than before.
Those red eyes..... I can see them clearly now. It seems like he is going to crush me into pieces and that he is going to tear my neck apart. It's like he is going to kill me after seconds, reading his darkened red eyes.
"Miss. Please run!" The woman alarmed me, pushing me away with her cold and trembling hands.
I shook my head and just looked at the man who’s having a two fangs, long pointed nails with dark red eyes that was looking at me, prepared to attack me any time.
Yandere…
Wait, what?
He's a yandere! Shut the shit. Shit the shut! F'ck the slut!
"Woman, do you want me to shut your mouth in just one tear of your fucking tongue? Just wish it'll be good."
With his greeted teeth, I know he is already patient enough to attack me. And I just realized that that ‘advice’ will make me say good bye to the world any second. But you yanderes are something not be feared by me.
I stood straight to face the yandere and with my chin up, I spoke.
"You must not hurt me, yandere. I didn’t touch your woman and I am not stealing her attention away from you. She's yours and I don't mind what you will do to her. BUT, take my advice earlier to win her heart, mister. You want her to fall in love with you, am I right?"
A smirked formed in my lips as I saw the lightening of his face with my words. I know you yanderes well, I know how to calm you down.
"Take your time, romantically." I finally said and winked at the woman who’s shocked.
So then I continued my destination to attain my purpose. I need to hurry because my hunger doubled because I have finally met a yandere in this place…
I rushed inside a restaurant, went to the counter, and directly ordered hamburgers. Yes, “HAMBURGERS”. It is because my envy just got leveled up because damn the shit, I just met a yandere but… not a virgin one. He already found his mate! That’s freakin unfair!
Yandere…
I have been rooting for a yandere to come into my life. It is the only living creature I am interested with. I wish I had one.
I wish I'll have one.
Groaning, I looked at nowhere from my spot to wait from my ordered food. As soon as I received my three hamburgers in a tray, I started devouring the food like I haven’t eaten for 5 days. I don’t care if everyone is looking at me, specially, to my three hamburgers, well I will eat this all alone. With their looks in their eyes, I know what I’m doing is abnormal.
These three hamburgers may not even be possible to make me full.
I looked at the ham....
How can is stop eating you? Huh?
There is only one thing...
One thing that will make me stop from eating you, hamburger.
It is....
To have a yandere lover.
I wanna feel a Yandere's love, ham. I am sick of it, too much.
