In my life, I'm always hoping that someone will gonna love and cherish me.
Like, she want me to be with her forever. Someone whom I can talk and tell my dark story. Someone I can kiss and hug everytime I need her love.
All people in the world wish this, right? It's like the sadness and loss of self will be complete when someone do his/her part on loving you too.
In my whole life I never experienced the love of a parent. I have friends but they'll leave when I don't do what they want.
I have an ex-girlfriends, but all of them just want a wealthy life, they chase my own money, not me.
Sometimes I just think, ' What will I do with this beautiful figure, if it keeps hurting me so much. '
Exhausted.
Losing hope and expectation that someone will gonna love you eternally.
I am planning to stop with my fictional imaginations. Cause it's really hurt, really hurt to expect.
But one day I received a text from a best friend of mine. A best friend that I can talk nor share my story about how failed I am in relationship.
He is a History Teacher in Hererio Francie Academy. But because of that accident, an accident that has lead him to stuck in his home. And almost removed from work because of his condition.
He immediately called me and beg at me on the phone.
He loves his job and hates being removed as a teacher. So I'm the one who replaced him for that so he won't be removed from work.
It's okay with me. I didn't do anything in those days.
Maybe I'll just enjoy myself in other things. I know that nothing will change. Maybe the difference is students and teachers will be with me in a few months.
But I wouldn't have thought that in my first day of class. I will feel a lot of happiness and being with my ownself.
When I met her gray eyes, a beautiful shining gray eyes. My heart skip so fast.
I thought I'm just scared on her presence. Her stares that want to kill and how she walk nor passed away from other students.
Not until, I found myself loving her. And wanting her to be mine.
But how can I do that?
How can I start myself to talk to her and managed to know her more?
Is there a chance for love? Or will end up of hoping again, that she will love me too, more than I do?
