It's been 9 years since that night in my father's office and 2.5 years since I escaped the hell house of the devil he sold me to and 2 years since I met James.
It was worth everything, well almost everything, I would have loved to forget the part that dear old daddy sold me off for his own gain.
I've worked so hard to get here, and looking at the view of the city from the 25th floor I think I made it, but it came with scars and memories only fit for a horror movie.
9 years ago
I could count on one hand how many birthdays my father gave me anything let alone time out of his busy schedule.
I was surprised that he came to school to pick me up in the Rolls I was never allowed to touch or look at.
Mr. Ben Gordman was at the house when we got home and right away I was told I was going home with him because I would soon be his wife.
What? Are you fucking joking, I'm not going with him anywhere? Raven you are now his and with him you will go the contract has already been signed.
I'm 16 and I did not agree to sign any contract, no but you're still in school and under my roof I as your father I can.
He sold me, that low life mother fucker who was my father actually sold me.
He even knew what type of man he was selling me to and he did it without blinking an eye, he did it without caring that I would not be coming out the same as I went in.
All that bullshit he was spitting out of his mouth was him justifying writing his future off of my body.
It's your duty as a daughter to marry to better your family's status. We need you to marry Benjamin Gordman for the good of the company and family.
Fuck that marry Glenn off, find some uptown girl who's daddy didn't have any male children and sell your precious son off.
Gone would be the naive little girl that always looked up to her daddy, the girl who always tried to please him with good grades and caused no problems just so he would notice he had a daughter.
I didn’t buy the lie my father was trying to sell me, I knew it was not for my own good but he was in trouble again and I was his lifeline.
And I was the one that had the V card every man wanted, I was pure.
Could you imagine Glenn as a sex toy, nope not even in my wildest imagination he’s so uptight that he would break in half just trying to have a good time.
Great now I have that picture in my head, thank you Jesus I’m leaving and will not have to look at him and see that ever again.
Raven Scott, be responsible, Glenn has responsibilities he will take over the family business after me one day.
Oh ya, what if he sucks at it, what will you do then? Last time I checked you only have one daughter you can only make money one time off me.
And right now you're teaching me that I'm expendable, because I'm a girl? The same fucking girl who you want to save your business and your ass once again.
Well no thank you and here's a clue dad its the 21st century get your head out of your ass for a change its against the law for human trafficking, you can’t sell me off.
I'm not trafficking you, I'm helping you, you have no goals in your life and I'm trying to set you up for life to give you the life you need.
Bullshit, you're doing this for you and you alone, you're greedy plus an asshole.
No goals my ass, I want to go to school and I want a business degree, I want to go to college and make something of myself but you're greedy and evil.
You would be the last person in my heart to ever follow blindly again.
Raven you have to be a certain kind of person for the business world, you would not make the grade your to trusting and soft hearted.
Well you sure are changing that real quick.
You’re fucked up in the head you know this right.
We live in the USA and last time I checked, selling me is illegal no matter what color bow you put on it.
You know what screw you and screw Glenn you want me out of your life then stand back and watch the show dear daddy dearest and please I hope you never have regrets from doing this.
The fun is just beginning so be careful of the check your mouth is writing because I don’t think your ass can cover it.
I turned around and left the room. This is the first time I ever thought about talking back to my dad but I have lost all respect for him. He is just another douchebag taking the easy road on someone else's dime.
Come back here Raven, we are not done yet.
No dad, we are done, and from now on you have no daughter, I'm going to bed now.
It was around midnight when I felt the bed dip and the cloth over my face and then nothing, just blackness.
I did not need to open my eyes to know what happened and I did not need Instagram or a text message to let me know I was chained and naked.
I never had daddy issues but damn I'm having them now, I had a good life up to now I do not understand why would my father do this to me.
I mean I'm 16, even if I wanted to get married, I would want eye candy, a man that could knock my shoes off, make me want to drop my panties and get me wet just from one look, you know 8 pack abs and a tight ass and a nice face.
