A loving daughter;
My name is Hellen and this is my life story.
This happened over ten years ago when my
Life came to a halt and all i ever did was regret
my choices.and all i wanted were the pleasures of this
world .And along the way i lost myself and also my
the people i cherished most. And along the same path
I found new people and also new strength i didn't know
i had all the time.I also found new hope for a better future
flashback
As i sat under the tree shade that evening .I regreted
having met Eric.I regreted having left home to look for the worldly pleasures .I regretted not listening to my parents' advice.I regretted not turning back when i had the chance.I regreted having been born into this world.I would have died during birth but above all i regretted
accepting to sleep with Eric with no protection.How could i be so foolish.I lamented and cried hopelessly.
I looked at my abdomen and even more tears rolled out of my eyes.I cried even more when i thought of my unborn child.What was i to do .I couldnt abort her or him because i loved it.And my only hope of love
But at the same time.it seemed like abortion was the only way.Besides what would i feed it .i have nothing not even clothes to wear.I didn't want it to suffer but at the same time i wanted to have it because it is my baby.And though unborn.I just wanted to take care of it and love it with all my heart and strength.As i sat there all
stuck in my sea of thoughts.I didnt notice that it was already becoming dark.
And i looked up at the sky only to see that it was partially dark.I then opened my small tattered bag.Got out a
small bedsheet and i laid on the grass.Covered my self with the bedsheet which left my legs uncovered.
My eyes were already sore from all the crying so it didnt take me much time to sleep.I slept and though the grass was piercing.I didn't have the time to feel the piercing since i was so tired from walking all day.My legs hurt and i could feel it ,my back also hurt but all i wanted to do was rest and hope nothing happens while i sleep.
I then slept off.
As i was sleeping.i felt a light tap on my back and when
I woke up .The sun shone bright into my eyes that i could not see the person who had tapped me though
I managed to see that it was a male figure.
"Miss, Miss.." he called me. I sat upright and
scratched my eyes so that i would be able to see clearly.
It really was a man.he had a really nice build but
not as nice as Eric.He was handsome with blue eyes
and also had really soft hands.
But there was no time to admire him and his
beautiful features.
I looked up at him and just didn't have anything to say
He looked into my eyes as if to see what i was
thinking but no luck.
He asked me "Hi miss. Who are you ? and What are you
doing here?I was feeling to tired to answer so i just
looked at him and said nothing.
He went away and called some one who came immediately .It was a lady.
She asked me the same questions but i still did not
answer her.
He then looked at me from head to toe and told this lady to lead me into the house so that i can take a bath
and also have something to eat.
"Please miss get up ......." She then extended her hand
so that she would help me up.I first hesitated but she told me that its okay and i took her hand.
My legs were paining so much but i forced myself
to stand up borrowing her hand for support.
I finally stood up and crossed my hand around her back for support.I tried to carry my bag but it was swiped away by the man.And i looked at him gratefully.
I limped till we reached the house. The lady took me to a room.and left me there to rest.
