I remember the first time I met you. It was at the back of the school. Under a big tree there, I was alone reclining on the bench there, feeling the wind blew, looking absent minded up to the sky. People seldom came to this place and it was quiet which I found pleasant. Then you came, blocking my view of the sky.
You are a very persistent person. Even though I ignore you every time, you still came to this place wanting to make a conversation with me. I never respond to you but you just continue and only stop when I walk away. People always give up if someone did not pay any intention to them, but you just do not know when to quit.
The funny thing is, even if I ignore you, I like it when you came. You seem different from everyone that came to me and said they want to be friend with me. Everyone have their own agenda, even you but you still kind of different from the other people. I find you quit interesting.
After knowing you, I feel like I want to find back what I have lost because after I got that thing back, I think I can give back what you have been trying to give me. But, how? The thing about me, no one knew except of my parents. Even if I ask them, they would not care.
Then, something happen. That person say something about you. Because of that, I did 'something' out of impulse and because of it, it trigger the thing that I want to find back but, you saw the 'something' that I did.
'Are you going to leave me?' it what I was thinking.
Apparently you did not which surprise me. You are one interesting person. Indulging myself with you is not a waste of time after all. You did not back away from me. You are the first one who still by my side even after knowing my secret and it trigger again the thing I want to find back.
I want to see whether you really mean what you say. I give you all the detail of what I am going to do with the 'something out of impulse' that I did and let you think it through what you going to do about it and make you go home. I settle everything and wait for your answer.
You did not disappoint me.
But, I cannot came near you because before everything is not settle down, that 'something' going to implicate you as well. Thank god no one really know that the both of us knew each other. So, when people investigate about that 'something', you have nothing to do with it.
And again, I do not really want to hide that 'something'. What fun in that? At last, something interesting happen in my life and I will not miss it. To make it more interesting I am going to 'invite' others to have fun with me.
We all are going to enjoy with our graduation of high school to the fullest.
