Standing at the window in my Penthouse overlooking the small town where i was hiding from my father.
I look at the small lights from a distance, my long dark brown hair that reaches over my breasts dangling at the night air, my blue eyes like the depth of the ocean searching for answers that just was not there, i looked a lot like my mother. I jumped when Sky my wolf spoke up whining again 'why did you have to run?' i knew Sky was very obedient to my choices and i seemed alway able to calm Sky even in the face of danger 'Sky you know we had to run, i know it's not easy but we can not give up so fast, we need to be heard' i say and Sky nods in agreement. I decide to take a shower, because i had a early morning, I had to get to bed. After my shower i got into bed wearing my night gown even though it is winter i did not feel cold, because of my nature, werewolfs was hot blooded. I lay in bed trying to sleep, but my mind goes to that day i ran away from my pack and family. My father is Alpha Stephan Silver i am or was part of the Blue Moon Pack, even thinking about my pack makes my wolf proud. I remember my father calling me to his studie to descus my future, my father and mother both was seated when i entered, i remember my father state that i was to be married to Alpha Rowan Hendrix he was the ruthless Alpha of the Blackstone Pack. I still remember the aweful things i said to my parents that day snd scrunched my nose in discust of myself. I even chalanged my father that day, i remember him shifting inside of his office in anger and i ran up stairs. I do feel guilty for what i said, but i could not allow them treat me as a peace of land just for their treaty, how was that fair to me. I got out of bed and headed for the kitchen. I gulped down a glass of water. I felt Sky getting restless paising back and forth. 'What is wrong Sky?' i ask but she just huffed, she always had to get worked up over silly things and i just ignored her. I got back into bed, but that night i struggled to sleep.
That morning i got up feeling heavy of the lack of sleep and went to the bathroom and took a shower. I got dressed in my black skinny jeans, white camo top, my winter jacket and my winter boots, even though i know i can't get cold i had to blend into the human world, i can't exactly pitch up in a summer dress and heals. I went get myself black cup coffee to help with my tiredness, i ate my unusual big meal of eggs, bacon, sausages and toast. I went to work and parked my mini cooper in my usual parking spot. I got out of the car and looked at the faded words "THE EYE IN PRIVATE" i went inside and found Lilly tiping away on the keyboard. "Hey Jess" she said smiling her blond bob bouncing as she spoke "Hey Lil" her green eyes reminded me of an emrald as she watched me walking to my chair "rough night, huh?" she questions "hmm" i hummed not really interrested in starting that conversation. Lilly has been a good friend to me in the last eight months, i haven had many of them in the past three years, Lilly was a wild one at twenty-two, she is only two years older than me and i felt more mature than her. But she had a sort of spark to her aura, a person could not resist loving her. The day went on slowly and i could not wait to get home. That afternoon i went to my car and drove home in a slow pase. I got home and started making myself a large meal, i can't really gulp down loads of food in front of humans and it always weakened me to not eat enough. After my meal i went to take a long bubble bath to relax my body at witch i almost fell asleep. Sky has been quiet all day usually she would ramble all sorts of nonsence, but not today. I wonder what is wrong with her. For the next four days at excactly the same time she would start paising not saying a word, every time i tried to talk to her she would only huff and shut our link. Maybe she is angry at me for not choosing to go back, my father is hunting me at this moment. I have to lay low until he stops. I haven't seen any of his men lately. If my father thinks i will get married to a man that killed off an entire pack just because he is the strongest Alpha then my father has a fight coming. I will not give up until i am free. Maybe Sky is angry because i haven't let her run for a while, but i can not go out at this time, the full moon was coming in two days time and witch meant that, if i was caught now by Rogue wolfs i would not stand a chance, Sky was alway weak just before the full moon, her strenght would increase on the night of a full moon. I took of three days of work, i can't defend myself if my fathers men decided to take me back if they caught me. The full moon would be on friday, that thursday Lilly came by to make sure i was doing well with my illness. She didn't seem to believe that i was ill, but i do not blame her, i mean i looked fine, it was just my wolf that was feeling the efects of the coming full moon. "is it your tummy or what is it" she asks curious "i am feeling dizzy, but the Dr said i should just stay in bed" i say as i am giving a fake cough. Another benefit of being a werewolf, we never get sick and most of us live untill we are a hundred and fifty years old, i once heard of a wolf that lived a hundred and eighty-seven years. Lily left about an hour later questioning me almost a hundred different things, i swear she could of been a therapist in her previous life. I went to bed early that night, trying to regain my strengh for the full moon. I stayed in bed mostly that friday also, even though i could feel Sky regaining her strengh.
