My Road To Heaven Through Hell

I am Ciara and I am 26 and I am married to 28 year old James. James and I have been married for two years even though we have a five year old baby girl called Sophia. James is a busy man since he is a manager so he is never home. He goes to work early in the morning and comes home late in the evening and to be honest I do not like it but we have to make a living. I was getting Sophia ready for school when she asked,"Mommy, what are we doing for my birthday?Is dad going to be there?" I gave my little angel a fake smile and assured her that everything would go perfectly. Sophia responded with a big smile. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I pick her up and walk her to pre school, right after dropping her I rush straight to work at a fancy restaurant which I have a feeling I will lose my job real soon. Tracy asked me to go serve a table because she was tired and there was no way I would refuse her so I went. I got the shock of my life when I saw James sitted with some pregnant woman at that table who honestly looked beautiful and young and the pregnancy just made her more gorgeous with that pregnancy glow. "Baby the food here is great," said the pregnant lady while James stared at me the whole time with shock and guilt written all over his face. I wanted to shout, cry and ask for answers if not demand them but all I could do was smile so I would not lose my job. After leaving them with the menu I tried to make my way to the restroom but my tears had blurred my vision. Tears I had tired to hold for five minutes voluntarily escaped my eyes and I felt a sharp pain in my heart as though a needle or knife was trying to pierce through my heart. "Excuse me," I heard a male voice from behind, "What are you doing in the male restroom?" Feeling embarrassed and heart broken I turned around to find a handsome and cute man behind me and he looked at me with concern when he noticed my red eyes and the tears on my face. He asked if I was fine and I think we all know what I said. I assured him I was fine and he offered to take me home, I would have taken the offer if I did not have a child to pick up after work and a strict manager that would be over the moon to fire me. "I have a district boss, five year old baby, my husband is eating with another pregnant woman so to be honest I want to go home and sleep but I can't do thank you for the offer," I snapped at the poor guy.