Are you coming home? "I asked here while rubbing my naked body. But like the previous day it did not answer me. And he looked at me coldly. He came to me when he was looking for a way to release his body heat.
When his pregnant wife left it because she found out that he had a mistress and I was the one to blame for it. He was whipping me the day his wife left him when I told her wife that I'm pregnant.
I still thank him that even though he is angry with me and he beats me. I get a slap but not a punch so it's okay. He would have break-up with me and followed his wife but I begged him not to leave me until he had found his wife.
I looked at everything it did. First he wore his boxer shorts before the pants he was wearing and then his white v-neck shirt. I watched his back as it walked to the door. Since I was naked and not wearing underwear. But no need again because it locks the door from the outside.
My tears flowed as I watched his car move away from the window. Someone came here to deliver food stock and other necessities. It has not neglected me in any way. My stomach was three months old and when I told her I was pregnant with Calvin she told me to have an abortion because she said it was not hers but I did not but I told her husband about it.
I don't know why Calvin suspects that the child is not his child, I have no one to sleep with but him. He is my first and I want him to be the last but that may not happen because when he saw his wife six months pregnant now we are out of the picture of the baby.
I was sad but I prayed that Calvin would not be able to see his wife first and that he and his son would still have time with us. I touched the bulge of my stomach while silently weeping. The pain he promised me that he would marry me at the altar but with another woman.
I hope Calvin doesn't have Chinese blood and when we are still together or we are married. I hope I did not agree to her getting married. I wish I had been selfish and so I will not be his mistress.
I went back to my bed and slept. I still have the same routine every day and when at night Calvin takes me home. The day of the week came the day Calvin let me go out to church. Manang Esther opened the door so I came out with a smile on my face.
The house that Calvin buys is a two story house. Manang Esther opened the door of the gate. And I was shocked that someone sprayed water on me I do not know what but the smell was sprayed on me.
A very nice lady walked towards me. It slapped me and what made it even lower was that it spat on me and laughed insultingly. I took a deep breath to stop the tears from coming out of my eyes.
"So you turned out to be my daughter's animal companion. So my son's wife left because you are a mother-in-law." Calvin's mom said angrily and then approached me and pulled me out.
Manang Esther scolds Calvin's mommy but because she is so angry she can still hurt me. I can't let go of what I am doing just protecting my child against it. Manang Esther stopped Calvin's mommy so I distanced myself from her. I disliked it because it could no longer approach me to hurt me physically.
He left because manang Esther begged him to leave. I breathed a sigh of relief as I watched the car move away from us. Because I was crying, manang Esther calmed me down and helped me back inside.
It also informed me to leave when I stopped crying. In a few days Calvin finally did not come home and he also thought of going home. I would have greeted it with a hug but I didn't. He slapped me and grabbed my hair and pulled my hair until we reached our room.
It pushed me to fall on the bed, I was very careful because the baby in my womb might fall. He looked at me angrily. As I lay on the bed it choked me.
"If you hadn't rushed in and told Shiela that you existed she would not have left me. Now mommy is mad at me and my loved one left with me and our child." He let go of my neck contented with it.
I was depressed and he was in tears when he let go of my neck. What Aziel said even more hurt the strangulation of my neck. Her lover left her because of me. I looked at it now with tears streaming down her cheeks.
Maybe it hurts too much because her loved one left her. How about me? I need him not only me but also the baby in my womb. I stopped taking pills so I could hold on to him especially when I noticed how cold he was to me.
I stopped drinking it no longer came to me as he used to do every day when he came to me. Attended last month so I was afraid it might leave me. The spark also disappeared from its eyes when it looked at me.
The pain I watched Calvin silently weep and the other who broke me was crying over his departed wife. It means that he loves his wife very much so he cries in pain. There is a part of me that will release it but there is also a part that will not.
I want him to stay with me. He will come home to me but who am I fooling but myself because I know that it is not possible because I am a partner and I am not his wife. He has no responsibility to come home to me because I am just attached.
I am not the protagonist in the story I am the protagonist. Do you blame me for just loving you. Loved the truth and hurt so much. My whole heart was slowly breaking.
