Sakshi:
"You are dead today" said Randhir increasing my fear.
"I am sorry, please," I said.
"I will never forgive you. You are the one who ruined my life. I married you to show how painful it is to be cheated by the one whom we trust," Randhir said coming forward to me.
"I have realised my mistake. Please, trust me once," I said, begging him.
"You deserve to be hated, punished and thrown away after using you but not to be trust, love or forgive, my beloved," came the immediate reply from Randhir.
I moved back though I know well that I can't escape from him as Randhir is my husband and no one knows that he married me for revenge.
"Stop there. Don't dare even to move one more step without my permission".
I stood where I am with fear. My body is sweating. I can't even guess what's going to come next. Randhir approached me and kissed me on the lips hard making me to shed tears. Suddenly, I felt pain on my hand and then, realised that he caught my wrist tightly grazing it with his sharp nails. Blood started coming out. Before I could push him away, he left my hand and caught my waist tightly. He bit my lower lip and blood started oozed out. I can't even scream as he closed my lips with his lips. Slowly he left me and dropped on the bed in his arms. He pulled my hairs
"You are going to face more to night. If you shout, I would like more to make you shout "
He left my hairs and then kissed the neck. He slowly kissed on my shoulders and then bit it. I cluctched the bed sheet and bit my lips not to shout. He switched off the lights and consummated our marriage. My moaning and shouting mixed with the darkness making him more cruel and angry. My tears flowed and made pillow wet but his eyes has no sign of guilt or a tear seeing me like that.
"I never imagined our first night going to be this happy and enjoyable. Now get up from the bed, dear beloved".
I didn't understand what he said immediately but slowly I got it and got up from the bed.
"Wear your clothes and sleep on the balcony. That's the place where you should to be and you deserve."
Listening his words made me to shiver remembering the chilled weather outside. He immediately got up and caught my shoulders, pushing me onto the balcony and closed the door.
I sat on the balcony hugging my knees and closed my eyes. Tears started coming out making me remember how lovingly he treated me before and how everything changed now because of my one mistake. I know even Randhir feels hurt how blind he is with revenge for me. Can I ever erase the past to restore the lost love and peace in our lives? I wish he will forgive me one day.
