Amaris’ POV
“OH! God, your pussy is really juicy and sweet”
I heard my husband licking the pussy of another she-wolf right now in our bed when I was about to go back to bed and start resting after 12 hours of housework like a maid.
My hands holding the doorknob began to shake uncontrollably, and I couldn’t tell if it was from the long hours of labor I had just endured, or if it was driven by anger.
It wasn’t the first time he’d cheated on me in front of me, but it was the first time he took his bitch inside our bedroom. It was a level-up humiliation. I didn’t feel any pain from his betrayal anymore, because part of my heart had already died as he betrayed me time after time. But I still couldn’t control my anger.
My alpha pride would not allow me to endure such humiliation. If I could choose, I should have already rejected this bastard and our stupid mate bond. But for the sake of my mother’s memory, I had to force myself to remain in this hell.
Two years ago, the alpha of the Blood Moon pack, who later became my husband, attacked our pack with his warriors; while my pack at that time, the Blue Moon pack, had already lost its basic ability to fight under my father’s lethargic rule. It was a shame that one of the powerful packs during my mother’s time got easily defeated.
Our downfall has made it to history. It was a predictable failure because only a small number of people including me tried to resist. With less than an hour, Alpha Harry effortlessly achieved the fruits of victory and sat on the throne. He didn’t lose a single warrior of his, while my pack became a total hell. My cowardly father humbled himself at his feet, crying while pleading for mercy. I clenched my teeth in anger while watching him do that. The alpha blood my mother left me would never let me give in so easily. However, when I was ready to fight to the death, the sweet scent of my mate grabbed me as Alpha Harry approached me.
“No!” I snarled at him, cursing the callousness fate put on me.
I launched the rejection at once, but I was already demoted to omega by my heartless father after my mother died and I was unable to get my wolf as my stepmother and stepsister kept injecting me with wolfsbane. Due to that, my rejection words were just like a tiny piece of dust, which had no effect at all but blew away in the wind.
My father even stepped forward immediately and gave me a hard slap, making my face red and swell at once.
“Alpha Harry, please forgive this lowly Omega for disrespecting you.” My father flattered him like an obedient dog, “She’s used to thinking highly of herself because she had some beauty. If you’re interested, you can take her as you want after you reject her…”
I looked at my father incredulously. How could he be so shameless? Was he selling his own daughter to his enemy?
My eyes ached as well as my heart, and then I turned to Alpha Harry. I expected him to be enraged by my rejection and cut off our mate bond at once, however, he just lifted my chin with a devilish smile on his lips.
“Why would I reject my mate?”
With that, he lifted me up and held me in his arms like a gentleman as he announced to the crowd, “She will be the Luna of my pack.”
Fervent whistles and cheers erupted in a second. When everyone celebrated the end of a war, I was forced to be the trophy wife of Alpha Harry. I could see the venom seeping from the eyes of my stepsisters and stepmother, who were probably cursing me for being so ‘lucky’ to be the mate of such a mighty Alpha who even didn’t care that I had no wolf. But what they didn’t know was that the alpha Harry had pinched his claws into the back of my waist, which hurt me a lot. I wished I could shake his hand off and warn him to leave me alone. But watching the happy smiles of my pack members, I didn’t want to break their hope. There was no way for me to watch the pack that was cherished by my mother turn to ash because of me. No one would expect that a worse hell was awaiting me ahead.
The first day I arrived at the Blood Moon pack, Alpha Harry threw me to the ground like a piece of trash.
“Who do you think you are to reject me?” He snarled as he grabbed my chin with all his strength, “You should be grateful that you have a beautiful face to earn my mercy!”
I looked at him with hatred.
“But don’t dream to be a real Luna of mine!” He warned me viciously, “From this day forward, you will be my whore and the slave of my pack forever! You’ll only be my Luna on paper and I’ll fuck any she-wolf as I want!”
Harry did live up to his vow. No one regarded me as their Luna in this pack and I was only an unpaid labor with life imprisonment.
Harry didn’t touch me but he enjoyed forcing me at different times and places to watch him thrusting his dick into the cunt of any she-wolf that was willing to open her legs for him, to hear their lustful moans and shameless words, and to clear the scene after they finished their fun.
At first, that stupid mate bond would torture me making my heart feel like thousands of cuts; but gradually, I could only feel nothing but numbness. I didn’t know when this nightmare would end, and I couldn’t help but increasingly doubt my choice to endure all this.
“Argh! Alpha, go harder! Harder!” The she-wolf cackled so loud that I took a deep breath. If I had my own wolf, I would have charged into the room and ripped the heads off that bitch couple. But as an omega without a wolf, fighting back wouldn’t change my situation.
I turned around silently, ready to find a utility room to rest for the night, but my cell phone rang. It was from my father. Every time he called, he would either reprimand me or ask for more money. I was about to hang up but accidentally pressed the wrong answer button.
“You worthless omega! Bitch! How come your womb is so useless as your dump head! It’s been two years but you still couldn’t even give Alpha Harry an heir! Don’t you know that he has cut off the financial support to our pack?! Your poor father can’t even spend $10,000 on a bottle of red wine. It’s all your fault! You’re the shame of our pack! Now, I don’t care if you suck his dick like a whore or anything else, you must make your husband willing to fuck you!
Until you get the good news of pregnancy!”
He wouldn’t give me any chance to fight back as the phone was quickly hung up. As always, he didn’t want to hear my voice at all, let alone care about me. What he wanted was just to vent his anger.
This is my so-called family. This is what I’ve endured the hell life of the past two years to save and protect my pack and my mother’s memories.
Hey, Amaris! Why should you get yourself into this shit for such a bastard? – I scolded myself. I sighed in frustration.
I’m sorry, Mother. I shouldn’t have let this scum lead the pack that you have worked so hard to guard; I should have trained myself harder so that they could not belittle me; I should have fought to the death for our pack when they conquered our territory.
I’m sorry, Mother. I didn’t know how to hold on to tolerate all the shit anymore. I’m tired of all this shit.
“Argh! Alpha Harry, please fill my womb with your seeds! Oh yes!”
I squeezed my eyes closed in so much anger. The play in the bedroom didn’t stop yet. Every moan that fell in my ears was more like a spell to fume my hate. No time before like this time that I craved revenge or free myself so much.
Looking at the dirty water at the door that hadn’t been poured out, I lifted it up immediately and pushed open the bedroom door. Seeing Harry was still busy fucking the hole of his bitch, I poured the dirty water on them without any hesitation.
“FCK! AMARIS!” Harry’s voice echoed with anger in the room. He faced and glared at me. “How dare you do this to me? You must be tired of your long life!”
I gritted my teeth as I fought his stares. “I will allow you to kill me now!”
